Americium nitricum
Vergleich: Siehe: Nitrogen + Lanthaniden + Periode 6
Americium nitricum
Vergleich: Siehe: Actinoides
[Maja Letić]
the
proving of which was done by Jeremy Sherr. The remedy involves near death experiences
and can be used in cases of acute life-threatening situations, among others.
Introduction
In
2012, Jerremy Share did the proving of Americium nitricum. In the
introduction he stated:
“At
the time I was not aware of just how radioactive this element is. Certainly it
seemed to develop some severe pathology… As a result of all this I became very
anxious. I developed a fear that people from the group would sue me. I had
never had this fear or thought before nor have I had it since, despite
experiencing much worse provings. However as in every proving, we should be
cautious of mere signature and embrace the unexpected. I have hardly touched or
used this proving since, yet here it is, in the raw state and waiting to be
discovered, unravelled and put to good use. It is my hope that the suffering of
the provers will be of benefit to sick mankind”.
We
will begin the analysis of Americium nitricum with the case of a covid
patient.
Facebook status:
“That
is the love, that’s how you fight for your parents!” – This was the Facebook
status that caught my attention. The status was posted three days earlier, and
messages of support and get well wishes were still pouring in. My friend’s
husband got COVID.
The
doctors did not consider it a serious case, so they did not admit him to the
hospital. After several hours of waiting in the rain and cold, in the middle of
the night, he was prescribed therapy and sent for home-treatment. His son kept
arguing persistently with doctors and finally managed to convince the doctors
to admit his father to the hospital.
“He
was breathing through his mouth, like a fish” – his wife said.
His
condition wasn’t improving despite hospital treatment. Although the doctor’s
assessment was that he was not a serious case, he was getting worse hour by
hour. He was immediately put on oxygen, and the next day he already was on NIV
ventilation.
On
the third day, in the evening, his wife called me and said that she had woken
him up, and that he was in a good mood. He told her that he was finally feeling
good, and that he had a wonderful dream, that she woke him from. In his dream,
there was the sea, dolphins were swimming around him and he was riding on one
of them.
Everything
was in bright colours, the grass was purple, and the sky was green. The next
morning, instead of good news, a surprise awaited her. Soon after they’ve
finished talking, his condition worsened even more and they were preparing him
to be connected to a ventilator. “But how?” – she whimpered. “He sounded happy
last night! Oh, he’s so afraid of death!”
I
decided and found the way to give him Americium nitricum. The
following two days after taking the remedy, there was no significant
improvement, but neither did his condition worsen.The destruction process was
stopped.From the third day, a gradual improvement began, and it took seven days
for the danger to life to end.
A
slow and long recovery followed, during which the patient suffered several
infections, he had to learn to walk again, and was discharged from the hospital
a month later. After that he fully recovered and he went on with his life.
Analysis and rubrics
In
the daily search for strange, rare and unusual symptoms, this situation was a
challenge. With only three symptoms, I did the following
repertorisation.
Only
Iridium and Americium nitricum were covering all three
symptoms. Although they belong to different series of the periodic table of
elements, they had one thing in common – both elements are in stage 9.
“The
series represent the general conditions, the development stage of the life
situation where the patient’s chief problem arises. The stages are the form of
reaction to this problem.” (The Uranium Series, Ulrich Welte).
Iridium
is in the Gold series, at stage 9. The themes of the Gold series are leadership,
management and power over other people. This is the phase of maturity, the age
in
which
people traditionally assume some position of power. The area of action has been
expanded, and the power extends to the whole country or even the whole world.
Americium
is situated at the same stage, but in the Uranium series. The theme of that
series is failure, decay, destruction, disintegration. There is no limited area
on which
they
focus their power. They work with the whole world, but also with the whole universe.
They rely on intuition, they are clairvoyant or they hear beyond the range of
sound,
they simply know what is going on.
Signature
An
American genius is the first to find it shortly before publication. Americium
was – following Neptunium, Plutonium and Curium – the fourth element that was
artificially created after 1940.
So,
Americium was discovered in the time of great disturbances and destruction on
all levels, as well as in the era of corona. It is not a natural element, but
was artificially created. A great part of the general public is of the opinion
that covid-19 virus was created exactly in the same way – artificially.
Analysis
Our
understanding of the case and the remedy will depend on how we understand stage
10. In Scholten’s Theory of Elements, stage 10 marks the climax: the goal is
achieved, everything is fine, and there is nothing to worry about, everything
happens by itself, in the best possible way.
The
stages that follow mark the decay and decline of what was the theme of the
series. By that logic, stage 18 represents the end of everything. We can – and
it would be correct to – understand that each series has two ends: the first is
the end of the road leading to success, to the goal (stage 10) and the second
one is the end, the end of the destructive phase until the moment when there is
nothing left (stage 18).
We
can say that each series has its polarities, stage 10 when the goal has been
reached and a stage in complete contrast, as a reflection of failure and decay.
Stage 10 is also
the
end, the end of the road leading to the goal. All stages after the tenth are
pathology, mismanagement of the situation, an attempt to maintain the
unmaintainable.
Instead
of the beginning of a new cycle, there is decay and destruction.
The
peak of life should be at stage 10, when we leave this world and journey
towards God. In this way, we understand how the Uranium series works both on
the level of
the
planet and the level of the universe. Here we have the theme of transition
from one world to another.
Stage
9 means being one step away from a goal, almost there.
For
Nitricum, enjoying the life has many meanings. In the first place,
there is a huge desire for general happiness. They want an open
space because it gives them a sense of unboundedness. Huge joy.
Dolphins – beliefs
Among
other things, the COVID patient dreamed of dolphins. We can consider him as a
personality between the Nitrogen as an element and the symbolism of the
dolphins. Dolphins appear in the myths of many different cultures. The dolphin
symbolizes the sea, the power of strength, safety and speed, freedom, nobility,
love, pleasure.
In
some cultures, it is believed that dolphins take the souls of people from this
world to the other world. In myths, the dolphin is considered a divine being
that possesses the gift of prophecy. It is believed that the dolphin is capable
of reaching the sky and the constellation he belongs to with just one jump out
of water.
In
Christian symbolism, together with Jesus Christ, the dolphin symbolizes
resurrection and salvation. Luc Besson’s movie “Big Blue” describes the
yearning for the depths of the sea and for playing with dolphins. The yearning
becomes stronger and stronger, and in the end so strong that not even a great
love and a conceived child can keep the main character here, in this world. He
descends into the depths, frees himself from the rope and leaves with the
dolphins.
Now
we can connect all the components of this remedy: Uranium series, stage 9
(Americium), second element Nitrate, feeling of the patient and meaning of the
rubrics.
From the proving – Americium Mind Themes
Let’s
take a look at the mind themes of Americium nitricum and statements
from the proving.
Sea creatures / Water
Place – Confusion of
Time – Confusion of
Unfocused,
Drifting, poor concentration
Disintegration
Anxiety/fear
Fear
of disease/Cancer/aging
Last Journey’s and connection to the dead
Real or Dream
Vacuum/void
Common
Suffering
Connection
with strangers
Sociable
Mellow
Outside observer
Separation
Sad
& Lonely, Betrayed
Positive & Content
Efficiency/active
Bold/assertive/confident
Being in control
Inertia
Anger
Guilty
Cleaning
As
if intoxicated
Sexuality
Mistakes
writing
Sea creatures / Water
Sea creatures and especially dolphins seemed very appealing. Noticed
pictures of dolphins everywhere I went. Bought a key ring with dolphins on it.
17,
30C, 07:03:XX
Watched a program on TV about dolphins – normally I rarely watch
nature programs. 17,
30C, 10:11:XX
I think I’m proving whale or dolphin’s milk – something watery.
20,
12C, XX:XX:XX
I woke rigid in my body. I was breathing through my nose with my mouth
open like a fish. It was like rigor-mortis. I felt like a dead fish, with
scales on my skin. My body was holding itself tense, I wasn’t relaxed. I was
holding my body in tension, it wasn’t intentional. 20, 12C, 00:17:29
Felt as if I was looking at my bedroom underwater. Ripples on water
surface changed the colour and focus constantly. The colours of the bedroom
going dark/light. As I was lying there, I noticed a water leak from the balcony
above; stained the ceiling dark.
Last Journey’s and connection to the dead
My Dad died tonight. I was with him all the time. Had been reading a lot
of The Prophet, Kahil Gibran to him over last few weeks. And ever has it been
that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation and Speak to us
of Joy and Sorrow….. I had asked my Dad to give me a sign that he was ok and
that he had met up with my mother and they were together.
On getting home I took a Medicine card and received the Hummingbird in
reverse -If contrary Hummingbird is in your cards it speaks to you of matters
of the heart. How or why has your heart center closed? The contrary Hummingbird
may presage sorrow and the inability to see the many blessings we two leggeds
have been given and the primordial beauty that surrounds us.
If contrary Hummingbird sings its forlorn song, perhaps you should
journey into your personal pain and know that your sorrow is your joy in
another reflection.
29, 30C, 99:XX:XX
I feel it was a journey I had to take with my Father. I had been
visiting him regularly since he went into hospital on 1st January, and then
every day for nearly 3 weeks after he went into the Hospice. It was not a
straightforward journey because when he went into the Hospice initially it was
expected he would die within days, but after a few days he seemed to get
better, and was bright and happy, and we were able to talk about many many
things. I was able to tell him that he was dying. I was heartbroken as I
realised his breath was changing and his breathing missed a breath, then
another and another until he was still. I wanted to pull him back to me, just
for a little longer, but this was not possible and I had to accept he was gone
from me for ever on this life plane, he was such a lovely lovely man, full of
human kindness and I will miss him, not just because he
was my Dad but because he was my best friend. 29, 30C, XX:XX:XX
Common suffering
I say the Lord’s Prayer to myself, and at every phrase I feel a quiet
internal anguish at all the immense sufferings of humanity, and am quite racked
with this emotion (NS).
A feeling of great, common suffering. On the trip I buy, on impulse,
sausage and pork belly, unusual as I’m a pseudo-vegetarian (i.e., I never cook
meat).
15,
30C, 07:XX:XX
Outside observer
I had a strange experience as if seeing myself from outside, feeling
like somebody who was sick was in bed with me. That person felt so horrible,
sick and I didn’t want it to be me, I didn’t want to be sick. I could not stand
being ill any longer. This felt almost like out of body experience. 17, 30C,
10:14:XX Outside observer: detached, forcing myself to do the right thing it
takes efforts to laugh with people or be civilized. (Outside observer feeling) 26, 30C, 11:XX:XX More clarity
during therapy session (outside observer) 26, 30C, 48:XX:XX
Can’t reach destination/get in
I moved on to catch the plane (I don’t think I went through the hatch). I
was racing in a big machine, like a combine harvester, through a warehouse
stacked with goods. I ended up in a dark dead end. 23, 9C, 00:XX:XX
A few more words about COVID patients
In
October 2021, at the meeting of the Association of Homeopaths of Serbia,
experiences in the treatment of COVID-19 patients were shared. Dr Tatjana
Kovačević, anaesthesiologist, who worked in the intensive care unit
with the most seriously ill patients, told us this:
“There
is a strange smell in those patient rooms. And heavy energy. Many patients come
on foot, with bags full of things they need. They don’t seem to be in very
serious condition. And then their condition worsens very quickly. For many of
them we think they will get away, that they are just scared, but they know they
are going to die.
They
make their phone calls, say goodbye to their relatives, tell their spouses to
take good care of the children and just die.”
Mind; company; desire for; family of
Mind; tranquillity, serenity, calmness; sadness, with
Mind; reconciled to fate
Mind; relaxed feelings, letting go
Mind; tranquillity, serenity, calmness; reconciling; fate, to
Mind; psychological themes; harmony with self, coherence
Case
Woman, 64 years old
A
whole bunch of health problems. Taking tranquilizers and anti-depressants. She
works beyond her limits and cannot bear to see anyone around her suffer. She is
only happy when others are happy. Although her daughter married a man 33 years
older than her, she saw the happiness on her face and supported that marriage.
“It
all started 34 years ago.I was carrying three babies, but only two were
delivered.They did not remove the third one and 15 days after giving birth, I
got sepsis because of it.I had a high temperature all the time.When the body
temperature dropped, they let me go home.
Then
they brought me back under sepsis, they “cleaned” me without anaesthesia. I got
an allergy to the transfusion and was in a comatose state. The last thing I
remember is that I was bouncing on the bed. Afterwards, I’ve heard what was
happening around me, but I could not react.
You
know what it looks like when I’m above the bed? The nurse laid on top of me
because I was shaking a lot, but I was floating above the bed.
I’ve
heard the doctor when she said that they’ve lost me. I didn’t feel any pain. I
felt fulfilled. It is not the feeling of being intangible. I still felt the
fullness of myself, but the relief. Relief from everything. It’s like you’ve
went somewhere where it’s nice, cosy and soft. There was no sense of fear.
There was no pain. When I was going down, I felt the hard surface beneath and
the moment when I came back. A sense of grounding.
When
I came back, the pain was back too. As well as trembling through the body.
I
didn’t want to come back. It was so nice there that I wasn’t thinking. I had no
need to go back. But somewhere in my subconscious I knew I had children. They
are the reason I came back.
When
my son returned from America, he said that nowhere is like at home, the world
is inhumane. Then the question of purpose of life arises, to earn money or to
be with family. It’s nice when mom and dad take care of everything, and that
was my feeling when I was in an above-myself-state. It was as if I gave him the
feeling I had up there.”
After
the Amer-n remedy, 1M, her general health improved to a great extent. She
flushed out a lot of toxins, her energy level improved, her depression almost
completely disappeared.
When
we talk about Amer-n, at that moment we are mostly considering it as a remedy
in conditions of near-death experiences. To die or to come back. That’s not the
case here – the near-death experience happened 34 years ago, but she started
her story with that, and we couldn’t ignore it.
We
will refer to Organon:
·
5
Useful to the physician in assisting him to cure are the particulars of
the most probable exciting cause of the acute disease, as also the most
significant points in the whole history of the chronic disease, to enable him
to discover its fundamental cause, which is generally due to a chronic miasm. In
these investigations, the ascertainable physical constitution of the patient
(especially when the disease is chronic), his moral and intellectual character,
his occupation, mode of living and habits, his social and domestic relations,
his age, sexual function, etc., are to be taken into consideration.
The
patient clearly states when and how it started. She wants to stay in that
feeling she had during the near-death experience and invests enormous energy to
also afford it
to
her loved ones.
Well-known
journalist and music critic Petar Peca Popović, after two clinical deaths,
revealed why in his opinion “it’s not such a bad feeling – to die”:
“I
was lucky to die in hospital. If I had died somewhere else, they wouldn’t
manage to save me! The first time it last for 11 minutes, and I have to tell
you that it’s not
a
bad feeling – to die”, said the well-known journalist.
“I
was lying there, everyone was moaning, and suddenly, that white ceiling turned
purple, and suddenly the pain I had – I didn’t have it anymore! 11 of them
jumped on me, from the third electric shock they got me back… However, from
that one nice feeling, I went back to pain”, he said, adding that after that he
stayed in the hospital for another two and a half months.
The
following quote is from Anita Morjani’s book “Dying to be me”, where she
describes her own dying:
I was in a state of pure joy and jubilation. Finally, I was free from
the pain caused by the cancer that had ravaged my body. I wanted them to be
happy for me. Why weren’t they happy that my struggle was finally over, that
their struggle was over? Why weren’t they sharing my jubilation? Couldn’t they
see the joy I was feeling?
My husband held my limp hand tightly as I lay there, and I was
aware of the combination of anguish and helplessness in his voice. I wanted
more than anything to relieve him of his suffering. I wanted him to know how
wonderful I was feeling, but I felt helpless in trying to convey it.
I couldn’t understand why, but I experienced what everyone was
going through—both my family members as well as the doctor. I could actually
feel their fear, anxiety, helplessness, and despair. It was as though their
emotions were mine. It was as though I became them.
But as soon as I started to get emotionally attached to the drama
taking place around me, I also felt myself being simultaneously pulled away, as
though there were a bigger picture, a grander plan that was unfolding. I could
feel my attachment to the scene receding as I began to realize that everything
was perfect and going according to plan in the greater tapestry.
It was then that the realization truly set in that I was actually
dying. Ohh . . . I’m dying! Is this what it feels like? It’s nothing like I
ever imagined. I feel so beautifully peaceful and calm . . . and I feel healed
at last! I then understood that even if my physical body stopped, everything is
still perfect in the greater tapestry of life, for we never truly die.
I had finally come home.
Rubrics to be considered
Mind; carefree
Mind; cheerfulness
Mind; cheerfulness; lightness, feeling of
Mind; sympathetic, compassionate, too; suffering of others, to
Mirilli’s themes; others
Mind; connection; feeling of; people, to
Mind; consciousness expanded
Mind; delusions, imaginations; energy, of; full of, he is
Mind; delusions, imaginations; division between himself and others
Mind; delusions, imaginations; outside of body; lying in bed
Mind; delusions, imaginations; outside of body; observe herself, can
Mind; detached
Mind; detached; problems, from his
Mind; dreams; lost, being
Mind; dreams; lost, being; place, in a strange
Mind; thoughts; clearness of
Mind; delusions, imaginations; space; home, is his, does not belong to
earth
From
all that has been said, we can draw several conclusions.
·
When
it comes to Americium nitricum, the symptoms develop very quickly. That
makes it a remedy for acute conditions.
·
We
cannot expect immediate improvement. The first effect of the remedy is to stop
further deterioration of health. Recovery from this condition is slow
and long.
·
We
can use the remedy in cases of acute life-threatening situations, and we expect
good results there.
· In chronic cases, where the vital force is irreversibly exhausted, the remedy can have a palliative effect and ease the suffering of the dying patient. Like Arsenicum, Amer-n
·
is
afraid of dying and death. When it comes to Amer-n, there is no despair about
recovery, but acceptance, i.e. coming to terms with the situation. It
can be a differential diagnosis.
·
The
near-death experience can remain a symptom of great intensity even years after
overcoming the crisis – as in the case of a woman who had that experience 34
years ago, but that experience still has a great impact on her life. We
can apply Amer-n in such cases.
·
Sometimes
the bond between the dying person and his loved one is so strong that the
person who remains feels the situation intensely and it has a devastating
effect on him/her and his/her future life. We should consider whether in that
case we can apply Amer-n to those who remain.
Now
we can say that the suffering of the provers was not purposeless. COVID-19
revealed the picture of this remedy clearly and in details. And since then,
we’ve understood that Americium nitricum is not only a remedy for COVID-19, but
also for many similar conditions, irrespective of whether the cause of a
condition is a virus or something else.
Literature:
Jan
Scholten: “Homeopathy and Elements”
Ulrich Welte: “The Uranium Series”
Samuel Hahnemann: “Organon”
Jeremy
Sherr – Americium nitricum proving
Anita
Moorjani, Dying to be me
Translator: Ivana Andrić
The proving of Americium nitricum took place in 1999. This was the
first, and last, time, I did a post-postgraduate course with graduates of my
Dynamis School. It did not
go well and, to this day,
I am not sure why. Although I had an exciting new programme, the
students were not happy and there were constant complaints. Those with more
experience complained about there being new students in the group. The room
wasn’t right. Everyone wanted to do different things. There were social issues
and the group seemed diversified.
I had previously proved Plutonium nitricum and was eager to carry on
proving radioactive materials, which I believe is necessary to match the
advanced pathology we witness in the world today. Radioactivity can cause a
wide range of severe disease. Furthermore, today’s culture, science, military,
media, internet and personal psychology belong to
a radioactive era of uncontrolled growth and decomposition, a breaking
down of old concepts into a not-so-brave, new world, in which America leads the
way.
Hence, I chose to move on to the next element in the row: element 95,
Americium. This radioactive element is unique in that it is present in most
households as a part of smoke alarms. At the time, I was not aware of just how
radioactive this element is. Certainly, it seemed to develop some severe
pathology. Foremost in my mind is the heavy metrorrhagia of some provers, which
continued for months. Another prover developed hypothyroidism and hypertension
about six months later. Although we cannot be sure that this is connected to
the proving, there is a likelihood that this might be the case.
As a result of all this, I became very anxious. I developed a fear that
people from the group would sue me. I had never had this fear, or thought,
before, nor have I had it since, despite experiencing much worse provings. One
cannot help but compare this feeling (alongside the other proving symptoms) to
the American empire, then at its peak, now decomposing. The name of the remedy
itself begs comparison and, indeed, like America, Americium embraces future and
past, old and new age, dream and reality.
One patient, who responded well to this remedy, was a Russian immigrant
living in the USA, who was never able to adjust and whose symptoms seemed to
belong to the radioactive period. However, as in every proving, we should be
cautious of mere signature and embrace the unexpected.
I have hardly touched or used this proving since, yet, here it is, in
the raw state and waiting to be discovered, unravelled and put to good use. It
is my hope that the suffering of the provers will be of benefit to sick
mankind.