http://ir.dut.ac.za/handle/10321/1960
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[Catherine Anne Morris]
Repertory:
Themes that predominated in the mental sphere include:
o Irritability
o Calmness
o Clarity
o
Cleaning and tidying
o Sadness
o Depression
o Demotivation
o Difficult concentration
o
Motivation
o
Increased concentration
o
Mistakes in talking
o
Mistakes in action
o Mistakes in times
o
Worthlessness
o
Self-doubt
o Low self
confidence
o
Regression of state
Most marked were the intense feelings of
irritability and frustration.
This emotion ranged from short-tempered and snappiness,
to profound irritation with the desire to scream and shout and actually be
quite vengeful to those with whom the provers
were irritated. With this irritability, came an
aversion to company (as everyone was irritating) and impatience with respect to
petty domestic chores and how they were to be precisely
carried out.
This is evident in their increased energy and fervour
in cleaning and tidying. They found themselves tidying things again and again, until
they were 'just right' and felt very irritated
when others messed them up. This irritation was
so overwhelming that they had to actually remove themselves from the company of
others and had to restrain mentally from losing their
temper and retaliating in anger.
In contrast, they also had times of unusual calmness and clarity, where things that
would usually irritate and upset them did not.
In this state, there was a sense of relaxation and
peacefulness.
Along with this irritability was a marked sense
of sadness and depression.
This sensitivity ranged from a heightened emotional
sensitivity to others and bad news, to intense feelings of depression, loneliness
and isolation from others.
Together with this depression came a desire for
solitude, which ended up perpetuating the depression and increasing the
sadness.
They experienced a sensitivity to criticism and
took offence easily, which made them lose their temper and also cry easily, once
again spiralling into the desire to be alone and then
the depression and loneliness.
A further complication of this depression was significant
apathy, demotivation, decreased energy and difficult concentration.
They were unmotivated to do any kind of mental work
and found that when faced with it, they had very poor to no concentration.
On the other hand, at times they were very focused
and had heightened concentration. In these times, they were very productive and
remained focused for long periods of time.
Other emotions related to this depression were the
development of feelings:
self-doubt,
worthlessness,
very low self-confidence
a low self-image.
They even began doubting the worthiness of
their own opinions, which caused them to withdraw from others (perpetuating their
feelings of isolation and depression) and became
insecure and indecisive. They became quiet and unassuming
and even began to think of themselves as ugly and unattractive.
Another
aspect,
which
relates
to the depleted
self-image,
is the fact
that
many
mistakes
were
made.
Mistakes
in talking,
using
incorrect
words
without
even
realising;
mistakes
in writing;
clumsiness
and
bumping
into things
and
repeatedly
making
big mistakes
in the timing
of events,
appointments
and
dates.
It is almost
as if there
was
such
a level
of self-doubt,
that
their
subconscious
mind
could
not even
function
in the correct
order,
it could
not
even
trust
itself
to do anything
correctly.
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The
apparent
contradictions
in some
of the symptoms
viz. Irritation
and
calmness;
demotivation
and
motivation;
difficult
and
heightened
concentration
only
strengthen
their
inclusion
as proving
symptoms
as many
polar
opposites
are found
in all well
known
Homoeopathic
remedy
pictures.
had
heightened
concentration.
In these
times,
they
were
very
productive
and
remained
focused
for long
periods
of time.
Another
aspect,
which
relates
to the depleted
self-image,
is the fact
that
many
mistakes
were
made.
Mistakes
in talking,
using
incorrect
words
without
even
realising;
mistakes
in writing;
clumsiness
and
bumping
into things
and
repeatedly
making
big mistakes
in the timing
of events,
appointments
and
dates.
It is almost
as if there
was
such
a level
of self-doubt,
that
their
subconscious
mind
could
not even
function
in the correct
order,
it could
not
even
trust
itself
to do anything
correctly.
42
The
apparent
contradictions
in some
of the symptoms
viz. Irritation
and
calmness;
demotivation
and
motivation;
difficult
and
heightened
concentration
only
strengthen
their
inclusion
as proving
symptoms
as many
polar
opposites
are found
in all well
known
Homoeopathic
remedy
pictures.
Dreams
Another
aspect,
which
relates
to the depleted
self-image,
is the fact
that
many
mistakes
were
made.
Mistakes
in talking,
using
incorrect
words
without
even
realising;
mistakes
in writing;
clumsiness
and
bumping
into things
and
repeatedly
making
big mistakes
in the timing
of events,
appointments
and
dates.
It is almost
as if there
was
such
a level
of self-doubt,
that
their
subconscious
mind
could
not even
function
in the correct
order,
it could
not
even
trust
itself
to do anything
correctly.
42
The
apparent
contradictions
in some
of the symptoms
viz. Irritation
and
calmness;
demotivation
and
motivation;
difficult
and
heightened
concentration
only
strengthen
their
inclusion
as proving
symptoms
as many
polar
opposites
are found
in all well
known
Homoeopathic
remedy
pictures.
Dreams:
Love interest in marriage boyfriendls
girlfriendls
Danger and Nightmares
Helplessness and Insecurity
Violence and Arguments
Restlessness
Generals:
Violence and Arguments
Heavy and Dead
Fevers and chills.
Cold sensitive and chilly
Desires: Sweets and sweets taste bitter;
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