Toxicophis pugnax Anhang
Vergleich: Siehe: Schlangen
allgemein
Common proving symptoms
Abusive. Anger over trifles. Depression with lot of confusion. Despair. No
interest in life, in anything. Dreams:
o Anger.
o Animals, pursued by.
o Attacked of being.
o Danger.
o God.
o Laughed at.
o Marriage of.
o Mother of.
o Relatives are sick.
o Violence. Dullness. Fears, many, especially
of being alone. Frightful images on closing the eyes. Sensitiveness to
criticism. Terrified after dreams. Tolerance much reduced.
Waking suddenly at night and feeling very
scared. Expression of impending danger and feels terrified. Weeping easily.
Weeping or shouting in dreams.
Some of the physical symptoms recorded during
the proving: Left-sided symptoms; left lower limb, left knee, and left ankle
affections. Eye affections. Pimple-like eruptions. Return of old symptoms.
Yearly aggravation.
Themes of proving A person feels constantly
under threat. It could be a threat from home, for example, from parents or from
boss at work. Prover feels very vulnerable in
the dreams, and it becomes difficult for him to
cope with these threats. Fear alternating with sadness. Fear is markedly
reduced during the states of depression.
Dreams anxious with enormous energies
accumulated and condensed between opposing emotions.
In dreams, the negative feelings like hatred,
hostility, fears manifest themselves in the form of floods. The “unconscious,”
knowing no “morality,” contents are let loose without restraint.
Summary Anxiety. Inferiority complex. Threat
and terror. Vulnerability (dreams of being criticized).
[Farokh Master]
Proving of Toxicophis
pugnax
Prover No. 1
I took the drug on 6 June 1996 and got my first
symptom on 13 June 1996. I became edgy and frustrated, easily irritable. No dreams
during this period.
15 June 1996
First part of the stool was very hard, almost
lacerating my anus. Last part of the stool was soft, and blood streaked.
Sensation as if my piles would protrude.
16 June 1996
Same symptom was observed. Constipation; piles
got aggravated.
Prover No. 2
I started my proving 17 June 1996. On the 19
June 1996, I observed that I was becoming more irritable and snapping over
small matters. I knew that I was getting angry
over unnecessary things, but I couldn’t help
it. Another symptom experienced was forgetfulness and calling things by the
wrong name, for example saying “birds” instead
of “flowers.”
Prover No. 3
I started the drug proving on 13 May 1996. No
symptoms throughout the day. At night, I had plenty of dreams that I could not
remember in the day and felt unrefreshed
in the morning with heaviness of the head.
14 May 1996
Thirst had increased for cold water with
dryness of the mouth. Even thirst for cold drinks had increased. In the
evening, I started feeling dull and was not interested in
my work and had a feeling of tiredness. On
returning home after work, I was extremely irritable and angry over trifles.
That same night I was disturbed.
15 May 1996
Slight heaviness of head and unrefreshed feeling on waking. I was feeling dull and
listless throughout the day. Mind was confused. Depressed and sad on that day
due
to which work was not done.
There was a feeling of suffocation, sensation
of heavy weight on the chest and tried to take deep breaths to ease my
symptoms. This symptom lasted for eight to 10 days.
Prover No. 4
Sleep disturbed throughout during the proving.
Restless during sleep.
Abusive for four to five days without cause.
Became argumentative. Desire to hit and strike somebody during an argument.
Became unreasonable and did not listen to people in the family. Desire to read
in spite of disturbance or interruption. Desire to read spiritual books.
Efficiency increased. Easy comprehension.
No diarrhea during
anticipation. Surprising absence of anxiety in situations, which demanded
anxiety. Normally had loose motions before anticipating any event.
Dream: two people holding an alligator with
mouth open, and people asking the prover to cut the
tongue of the alligator and later on eating the flesh of the alligator.
Feeling of disgust after the dream.
Left-sided symptoms: Left lower limb and left
knee affections.
Yearly aggravation.
Feeling as if someone is going to harm me in
relation to a shooting, especially when talking to someone who is a stranger.
After the dose, restlessness increased for a
few days.
Prover No. 5
Started proving on 3 June 1996, at 6:15 pm. No
symptoms throughout the day. At night, very restless, full of dreams. For the
first time in my life I dreamt of Lord Ganesh
and Lord Shiva; I was praying to them and
pouring water over them. Dream of danger to my loved and dear ones; I am trying
to save them. Violent anger: Hitting someone very hard with a stick, and it has
no effect on that person. I feel very frustrated. Dreams of going to a friend’s
house and while talking to him I was proposed--felt very confused and
indecisive at that time and woke up with a jerk.
I had slept late in the night, yet I woke up at
6:15 h. sharp. I was surprised.
4 June 1996
Very depressed for two hours in the morning.
Aversion to work, after lunch felt very elated and spoke over the phone for
many hours.
Continued to take the medicine until 10 June
1996 and then stopped. The other symptoms I felt during that period were:
Spurts of anger over trifles and had a feeling
of inflicting injury on the opposite person or killing myself. Wanted to abuse
people without respecting their age, using bad words. Alternating periods of
depression and sadness. Alternating periods of indecision and confidence. Sleep:
Restless, disturbed, full of dreams. Thirst increased for
cold water and appetite decreased. Fatigued
easily with aversion to work. Wanted to be hugged and caressed, wanted physical
intimacy. Long periods of silence:
Wanting to say so many things but unable to
express myself. Eruptions: Small pimples on the upper part of my body.
On 19 June 1996, at 21.30 h. I took another
dose. By 11:00 a.m. I was very depressed and did not talk to anybody. I fought
with my mother over trifles.
Next day I woke up at 6.30 h.; had an aversion
to work and even to see patients.
Physical symptoms Old symptoms returning back.
Internal stye of the left eye got inflamed again
after five months. Sprain of left ankle; pain started again after 9 months.
Got menses 8 to 10 days earlier than expected.
Acne: Eruptions came back again. Desire to listen to old Hindi songs while
driving the car.
Prover No. 6
Observed a swelling of both the eyelids.
Watering of eyes. Redness of eyes better by cold water application. Running
nose, thin, watery discharge and sneezing.
Prover No. 7
Took the medicine on 22 and 23 April, 1996 and
got sudden pain in the hypogastric region at around
17 h. which lasted for an hour.
24 April 1996
Similar symptom as above.
26 April 1996
Heaviness in right upper eyelid from evening
onwards.
27 April 1996
Swelling on right upper eyelid which was
aggravated by touch or slightest movement of the eyelid and better by rest.
28 April 1996
Yellowish-white discharge from right eye.
Severe pain on movement of the right eyelid, not better by cold or warmth.
Continuous watering from the right eye.
Papular eruption
in between chin and lip.
Drug was stopped on 28 April 1996.
29 April 1996
Yellowish-white discharge and lachrymation from both the eyes. Pain was less compared to
the previous day. Supraorbital headache throughout
the day.
30 April 1996
Swelling and pain reduced by 90%.
1 May 1996
Completely better.
From 19 May 1996 I started taking the drug again
until 20 June 1996. Developed irritability and anger on slightest cause.
Irritability at trifles especially when questioned.
Prover No. 8
Started taking the drug on 13 April 1996. Took
three pills four times a day for six days and developed the following symptoms.
After taking the drug I became oversensitive to
rudeness of others. I could start crying at the slightest cause. I would get
excitable and edgy very easily at the slightest provocation, and would snap
back immediately at that person. I knew that this was not my normal self but
could not control my anger and quarrelsomeness.
Later, I would cry and feel very miserable
about the whole situation. I would want to avoid such situations but would feel
helpless.
There was severe puffy swelling of upper and
lower eyelids of the right eye. Sudden itching of the outer canthus
of the right eye at night followed by swelling.
Unable to open the eye because of extensive,
baggy swelling.
No burning or discharge. Swelling lasted for
two days and resembled that of an eye of a chronic renal failure patient.
Menses were unusually profuse (flooding) on the
second day of the menses. Severe dysmenorrhea; pain
in lower back and legs “As if legs would give way”.
On reproving the drug, menses lasted from 14 -
19 October 1996.
Flow profuse, flooding, clotted, and offensive.
On 11 November 1996, the flow became normal. On 6 December 1996, menses
profuse, with large, dark, maroon clots.
Before menses: Depression, offended easily,
sensitive. Loss of appetite. Weight loss of 5 kilograms (11 pounds). in the
least two to three months.
Prover No. 9
Started taking medicine on 15 April 1996. Took
two pills four times a day for two days.
16 April 1996
Developed an unknown fear, a fear of being
alone in the night. Dreamt of a cat following me and suddenly after sometime
only the head of the cat was following me,
and I got scared. Extremely sensitive, weeping
at slightest cause. Irritability at slightest cause.
17 April 1996
Dullness after getting up in the morning. No
inclination to work, even a small task seemed like a burden. Desinterested in everything. No weakness was observed in
the evening. Pain in the right breast at night.
18 April 1996
Dullness, weakness, and body ache in the
morning. Fear with a vague feeling in the chest. A lot of uneasiness because of
this feeling. This vague feeling is sometimes accompanied by a sense of
oppression, better by taking a deep breath and keeping hands on chest.
Tolerance very much reduced, trifles aggravate
and it becomes very difficult to come out from this state of sadness. Nothing
seems interesting. No inclination to talk to
anyone in this state. Concentration difficult
because of constant thinking (depressing thoughts). At night, woke up
frightened due to some bad dream but could not
recollect the dream at all. Could not sleep for
sometime because of fear.
19 April 1996
Dullness. Sleepiness, feeling sleepy all the
time. Confusion due to many thoughts. Absent minded. Sighing. Not able to cope
up with circumstances (easily depressed
when somebody shouts at me). It seems as if it
is impossible to come out of this state of depression.
Easily frightened by slightest things like
noise or cockroaches. Depression, likes to be alone, sitting in one place and
keep thinking, but so many thoughts come at the
same time, which causes a confused state of the
mind. Confusion as to what is actually bothering me and when confusion
increases, I feel all the more depressed.
There is intolerance to heat. There seems to be
no interest in life. This depression makes me feel as if I‟ll
go mad. Doing most of the work out of compulsion (if given
a choice, would just sit at one place or lie
down). I have never felt so miserable in my life before. Each and everything
requires a great deal of effort, and is done almost mechanically (without any
desire to do it).
Sleepiness with a lot of yawning.
20 April 1996
Cannot remember my dreams at all. Not
interested in reading anything (after opening the book, I had barely started
reading and the thinking process completely occupied
my mind). This depression seems to be
paralyzing me completely. Unable to take proper care of my patients or to
arrive at a remedy. On closing my eyes, I see hideous faces. Dryness of mouth.
Starting from the least things.
21 April 1996
Dreamt that there is water every where and
suddenly a snake comes out of the water and then a female comes out, and the
snake then coils around this female.
I saw another dream that it is raining very heavily
outside my clinic. Though there are patients waiting outside, I am just
relaxing inside. Usually, I remember most of my dreams, but after this drug, I
remember them only vaguely.
22 April 1996
Forgetfulness. Dreamt that my mother is
shouting at me, and I am very scared.
23 April 1996
I dreamt that it is the “holi”
festival, and I have gone to play holi with my
friends and they start criticizing me, some of them even laugh at me.
Dreamt of wanting to go out for a movie but my
mother would not allow.
Also dreamt of working in a hospital, and a
lady with burns is admitted. I am supposed to take care of her. Forgetfulness
is very marked. Fear of being alone in the dark.
24 April 1996
Dream: travelling by sea and later visiting a
mosque. This mosque is supposed to be a very famous one, decorated with lights
and flowers. We had to climb many stairs
to reach the mosque.
25 April 1996
Absent minded, doing work carelessly.
Woke up suddenly scared at night with an
expression of impending danger and appeared to be in a terrified state. This
happened twice.
Dream: I am in a college having practicals to dissect snakes. Everybody has big snakes, and
I have a very small one but yet I am very scared to dissect it.
While others are dissecting, blood oozes out and
they tell me not to get scared, but I scream and woke up frightened.
Dream: it was my birthday night and nobody had
wished me a happy birthday. I was surprised about two things: How could I
forget my birthday? And why didn’t anybody wish me?
Dream: that my mother was shouting at me for
having not done something she had asked me to do, but I could not even remember
her having told me anything. Fear of being alone with thoughts of going to find
a murdered man in the clinic while I am alone. Fear with uneasiness in the
throat, relieved by holding it with hands.
26 April 1996
Dream: going out with my friends to a
restaurant and having a glass of lime juice. I realize after drinking the
juice, that there is a creature, quite long, crawling in the glass,
and I get horrified. In most of my dreams, I go
out at night.
27 April 1996
Startled very easily.
Dream: people buried behind my house in a small
cemetery. They dig a very deep grave where dead people are put one on top of
the other. One day, I realized that there are many bodies outside my house
because of lack of space to bury them. Most of them are covered with blood.
Suddenly one female dead body gets up, and I start screaming
but she comes and tells me not to get scared
and tells me that she is only tired and wants to sleep.
Dream: of having cooked something nice at my
in-laws‟ place but my mother-in-law shouts at me and tells me that nobody
is going to eat dinner at home and there was no need to prepare anything
without asking her.
I feel very bad and start crying in the dream.
Dream: my father criticizes me for some work
and I feel bad and cry. I tell my mother that I want to die, and I leave the
house. After sometime I find myself all alone in
a church.
Crying bitterly in my dreams was observed twice
on two nights and the emotion was quite strong.
29 April 1996
Got my regular menses. Nothing seems amusing.
Weeping easily from slightest cause. Mind occupied with a lot of worries. On
small mistakes, feeling of having committed
a crime. Lot of fears.
1 May 1996
Weeping at slightest cause. Feeling miserable
because of depression. Past unpleasant memories come back and make me
miserable. Feel desperate to get rid of all problems. Intense emotions.
Dream: marriage is fixed and preparing for the
same by making purchases.
Dream: sister has high fever with pain in legs
and I feel sad looking at her.
2 May 1996
Dreamt mother and sister have an argument. She
shouts at her, and I start crying bitterly.
Sleepy with yawning. Dullness after getting up
in the morning with an occasional left-sided headache.
3 May 1996
Dream: there was water everywhere. I have gone
to the Shiv temple, and I am pouring milk over the “Shiv-ling.”
4 May 1996
The prover developed
hallucinations.
When I was sitting in the library, I felt a cat
pass by, but when I looked properly, there was nothing.
The same evening when I was entering my
building, I felt somebody coming behind me. It was not fear but imagination
that someone is present.
6 May 1996
Dream: my father is entering our building, and
he suddenly faints. We admit him in the hospital. His condition is quite
serious, and I am extremely worried about him.
The previous night I was very anxious about my father‟s health. The anxiety was much more than usual.
Along with this anxiety, there was frequent urging for stool.
8 May 1996
Dream: that a friend’s mother is pregnant. I
ask her age, and she says 52. I wonder why she wants a child at this age. She
has grown up children and her daughter-in-law
also has a child.
9 May 1996
Dream: I am standing at the bus stop, and a man
with a black dog tells his dog to go and get me. I am very scared, as the dog
comes near I get more and more terrified,
but ultimately the dog just doesn’t do
anything.
10 May 1996
Diarrhea with
severe pain in the abdomen, flatulence, and soreness around the anus.
11 May 1996
Dream: I have to appear for my exams. The
examination center is far off, and the place is quite
different. The syllabus appears to be quite tough. I am quite confused because
of all this.
19 May 1996
Dream: my wedding which is taking place in a
church, and I am wearing a white dress. The wedding takes place according to
the Catholic rituals.
Also dreamt of exposing my body parts.
23 May 1996
Dream: visiting many temples. When I visit the
last temple I find it different from the other temples. It has a “Shiv-ling” which is crooked. There is a small child inside
the temple. Some people are hitting the child on his head with bricks, and
ultimately they break his skull. The child starts bleeding profusely. But the
people continue to hit him, and I feel very bad. I feel that I should not come
to the temple, which is full of bad people. I wonder how they can hit a child
so badly.
After some time, I find myself near one beach,
and I am in water with all my friends.
27 May 1996
Dream: travelling by sea. Dream: my wedding and
that preparations are being made for the same.
29 May 1996
Colicky pain in the abdomen in the evening for
three days, better by passing flatus. Pain comes suddenly, lasts for a minute
and then disappears.
30 May 1996
Dreamt of visiting a Shiv
temple. I am continuously saying “om namah shivay.” After that I visit
other temples and there I pray for a long time.
Menses appeared today.
31 May 1996
The menstrual flow is more profuse and
offensive.
Very forgetful, cannot remember day to day
activities even if told repeatedly. Do not like company, prefer to stay alone.
Fears have reduced, I have become quite
religious.
1 June 1996
Hair falling for the past 15 days. Hair is very
dry and brittle.
Took one more dose of the drug on 1 June 1996.
2 June 1996
Weeping from past disagreeable thoughts.
Nothing amuses me. Even while watching a comedy serial, I do not feel like
laughing.
3 June 1996
Dream of studying with friends. We go out later
and enjoy ourselves. After that we come back to the classroom. But as soon as I
enter the class I see “lizards” one after another. They are not the usual
lizards, they are “huge,” very dark brown in color,
and they go on increasing in size and numbers. They have large heads and are
horrible
to look at. They start coming from each and
every corner. I get terrified and start screaming.
(I woke up frightened and could not sleep for
sometime. I did not want to sleep because of these horrible dreams.)
4 June 1996
Constipation: Dry, hard, stool, especially the
first part, with soreness around the anus. Soreness remains throughout the day
and causes discomfort while sitting. Forgetful.
5 June 1996
At night: Very depressed, negative thoughts
continuous, persistent, weeping with suicidal thoughts. Feel like taking
sleeping pills or feel like running away from all these problems. Anxious ++;
small matters cause worry. Abusive ++ words, which I never otherwise use. No
control over my feelings. Tolerance reduced.
7 June 1996
Irritable ++ and then do not feel like talking
to any one; prefer loneliness.
Dream of being near the sea. Somebody is
showing me different types of fish some are long and some are tiny.
8 June 1996
No interest in life. Offended easily. Aversion
to talking to anyone. There is a lot of bitterness in me. Abusing people. Feel
like killing myself.
9 June 1996
Saw a frightful image on closing the eyes. It
was of a person with three heads and hanging upside down.
10 June 1996
Very confused, cannot make decisions, cannot
make up my mind as to what to do. Thoughts keep changing. Sudden appearance of
depression; no reason for it to come. Disinclined to work, talk, or watch
television.
Prefer to be alone. I try listening to music
but it does not help me. I just sit at one place and do nothing. Frustrated.
Dream that provers
have gathered to discuss their symptoms. I have to discuss my symptoms first. I
start narrating my symptoms, but I am nervous and drop the book from my hand.
When I start talking, I suddenly realize that these are not the symptoms which
I had. I realize that I do not have my own book, and I am reading from someone else‟s book. I do not remember my own symptoms and
start wondering as to how I forgot my symptoms. I am absolutely confused.
Constipation: Unsatisfactory motion, dry, hard
stool.
11 June 1996
Constipation: Stools dry and hard, first part
of stool is hard followed by soft stool, with pain while passing stool which is
more so initially. Sometimes there is no urge.
12 June 1996
Forgetfulness ++. Feeling very depressed, more
so at night.
Changeable moods laughing at one moment, sad at
the next moment. I cannot understand as to why I am feeling so sad. I say
things that I should not. I wonder as to
how I could say such things. Confusion from
depression. Cannot make proper decisions.
13 June 1996
Dream: visiting a temple. We travel by bus to
visit the temple. Before entering the temple we take a bath and then go to the
temple.
I also dream that I go to a place that appears
like a big auditorium. There I meet my old friend. I tell her that I want to go
to the toilet. She guides me. When I pass through
this place I see a girl exercising, but I can
only see her face and neck and that too it is upside down. She does all sorts
of things which causes distortion of her face. I get upset but I hurriedly go
away from there. I go to the toilet. I hear somebody shouting.
When I come out, I see that the person in
charge of this place is shouting at me, “Why do you always dirty the place?” I
start protesting and tell him that I am the one who always cleans the place,
but the person gets even angrier and keeps accusing me of something which I
have not done.
14 June 1996
Aversion to non-vegetarian food. I do not even
like to look at it. I do not like to eat eggs (which I usually like).
I dreamt that I am with my friends and I get a
feeling of danger. I go away from there. I keep running and after some time I
am in a jungle. After some time I am in a building. There I see a man with a
pistol. He wants to kill me. I run away from there. I take an auto-rickshaw.
The driver takes me to a place where there is absolute darkness. I get
terrified and tell him to take me back. While coming back we encounter a man
who is standing in front of us. He picks up small animals from the ground and
starts eating their flesh. One animal looks like a crab. After sometime I
realize that all the small animals, which he ate and the remaining flesh of the
other animals which he had thrown away, are tied around my waist. I am very
scared and disgusted. I got up after this dream and got no sleep for some time.
In the morning, while cooking, I felt disgusted at the thought of that man
eating flesh.
16 June 1996
Marked fear at night and horrible images.
18 June 1996
Dream of water.
Also dreamt that a beggar comes to my house and
asks for money. I feel sorry for him and I give him 100 rupees. But when he is leaving,
I suddenly feel he is cheating
me
and I tell him: “You’re a liar.” I take back
the money and keep shouting at him. I also abuse him.
Dream: a death in the family. We go to visit
that family. We all have surrounded the dead body. The pundit starts chanting
the mantras and at that time the dead body just gets up and starts chanting
those mantras. I am really shocked. He gets up from there, holds his wife’s
hand and goes away from there.
Dreamt that all my friends have gathered. We
start having food. My friend’s father starts throwing chapattis and is just
laughing away. I get very angry and start shouting at him. I use bad language
(he is quite an aged person) and insult him a lot. I shout at him for having no
respect for food.
20 June 1996
Dream that I have gone to my charitable
dispensary. There I take a box of sweets. One of the patients eats everything
without my knowledge. I get very angry. I shout at the peon. I keep shouting on
top of my voice.
For two to three days I am shouting quite a lot
in my dreams. The anger in these dreams is quite intense. After waking up, I am
quite surprised at the amount of anger in my dreams.
Started taking the medicine from 8 August 1996.
9 August 1996
Dream of being attacked by a crocodile. The
crocodile suddenly leaves me and attacks my friend and eats her. I am very
scared. The crocodile is dark blue in color.
11 August 1996
Slight indifference towards everything and
everybody.
Dreamt that I am pregnant and am suffering a
lot. I have got a lot of aches and feel miserable.
12 August 1996
Dreamt of praying in a “Shiva” temple. I am
praying and pouring milk over the “shiv-ling.”
13 August 1996
Feeling miserable. Tolerance much reduced.
Irritable at trifles. Usually I am very anxious about everybody, but now there
is absolute indifference. Usually my anger is
of the mind type, but now I shout and retaliate
even at small things.
Prover No. 10
No symptoms recorded.
Prover No. 11
Dream: a bird having flying sickness. It would
feel nausea on attempting to fly.
Dream: people close to me getting married.
Prover No. 12
No symptoms recorded.
Prover No. 13
Pain in right side of the throat radiating to
right ear. Pulling, burning pain, not continuous.
Day after remedy: Pain from the right mandible
extending to the floor of the mouth, in the center.
Pulled sensation. Cutting sensation within. It lasted all day, but it
would suddenly come and go. Menses early 4
days, otherwise normal.
Normally, I have a lot of dreams, now dreams
are rare and of daily events.
Prover No. 14
No symptoms recorded.
Prover No. 15
No symptoms recorded.
Prover No. 16
Took the medicine for four to five days, three
doses in a day. Used to wake up with a feeling as if there had been a lot of
mental activity in sleep. Dreams of daily events.
Dreams: Danger/attacked Feeling a threat from
external events or internal emotions, impulses or ideas, feeling as of a victim
in relation to others and self. We may fear the danger of allowing our sexual
urges; danger of falling in love; danger of failure. Dreams of being attacked
by animals would signify one’s own aggression or sexuality.
They are a projection of ourselves and
represent our passion, anxiety and fear.
The individual could feel very vulnerable as he
is unable to defend oneself against authority like parents or bosses. If his
near and dear ones are attacked in the dreams,
it depicts his extreme anxiety about his
relatives.
There is a marked fear and insecurity that he
might lose his near and dear ones. “Dream of danger to my loved and dear ones
in which I am trying to save them.”
“Dreamt that my father is entering our building
and he suddenly faints. We admit him in the hospital. His condition is quite
serious and I am extremely worried about him.” This constant feeling of threat
could also be present when a person has either done something wrong or feels
guilty for some wrong he hasn’t committed.
“On small mistakes, feeling of having committed
a crime. Lot of fears.”
Criticized / Mocked The individual suffers from
a lack of confidence. Any kind of criticism from friends and family has a
negative effect. The dreams typically show this aspect of Toxicophis.
“Dreamt it is „holi‟ festival and I have gone
to play “holi” (= throwing colored
paint on by-passers) with my friends and they start criticizing me, some
of them even laugh at me.” “Dreamt that my
father criticizes me for some work and I feel bad and cry. I tell my mother
that I want to die and I leave the house.
After sometime I find myself all alone in a
church.”
DD: Spinnenmittel
Komplementär: Lyss, Merc, Kali-s.
[Amati Holle]
Toxicophis pugnax
Von Farokh Master geprüft nach S Massimo Mangialavori
Eine Mokassin Schlange aus der Crotalidae Familie.
Gefühl, nicht das zu bekommen was ihnen zusteht.
Verlassenheit, Hochmut, Misstrauen, Verrat.
Lebt in eigener Welt. Grübeln über unerfreuliche Ereignisse.
Wortkarg. Beleidigt. Jähzorn wegen Kleinigkeiten.
Selbstvertrauen # Selbstvertrauenmangel.
Beschwerden nach Grobheit anderer
Angst: Angstneurosen,
Träume: Schreckliche, Wasser, Überschwemmung,
Wahnidee: Verfolgt zu werden.
Illusionen von Gespenster, Bilder, Phantome, bei geschlossenen Augen.
Körperlich: Stottern, Legastenie.
Gerstenkörner, Augenprobleme, < Lesen.
Periodizität jährlich. Wassersucht, Neuralgische Schmerzen
Verrenkung, Verstauchung unterer Gliedmaßen.
Schmerzbeginn von unten nach oben.
Krebsleiden
Vorwort/Suchen Zeichen/Abkürzungen Impressum