Clotho arietans Anhang
[Farokh J. Master]
Bitis arietans arietans Foreword My study of Bitis
arietans goes back to my student days, when I read in
the Boericke’s Materia Medica, under the remedy Cenchris
contortrix, where there was a two-line reference of Clotho arietans.
Boericke states “…should have a great sphere
of usefulness in many conditions where excessive swelling is a leading
feature.” Since then I had decided to make use of this remedy and experiment
further its avenues in different clinical conditions. After I graduated and
started practicing in the early 90’s, I came across the proving of Bitis arietans very nicely done
by Dr. C. Wright. I studied this proving in detail and when I came across the
chapter of ‘dreams and mind’, I was fascinated to read the symptoms it produced
in the prover. The ones that struck me as most
important were - Delusion, alone, of being Delusion, forsaken Delusion, body,
separated, mind, from Delusion, separated, from the world, he is Delusion,
unreal, everything seems Delusion, veil, mind and reality, between In those
days, I use to compare Clotho with other remedies
like Cann-i. and Thuja. I
had a small theme that indicated to me that the person who requires Clotho is:
A very lonely man. Unloved by the family, society and world. Mild.
Suffers from severe depression with poor concentration. These features are often
seen in old persons living all alone and who have been deserted by their family
members for some reason or the other. I was only waiting to find such a case in
my practice, which I ultimately got in the year 1998. An old man who was
handicapped was suffering from severe non-healing varicose ulcer, with varicose
eczema and varicose veins. This man was living alone and was looked after by
the neighbors for his daily needs. He had no one in
his life to look after him. He did not have money to even afford treatment for
his condition. On the request of a friend, I happened to see him. That was the
first time that I got a chance to use Clotho, which
at that time I imported from my good friend Tony Pinkus
of Ainsworth Pharmacy, London, in the 30C potency. I decided to give him this
remedy repeatedly for a few months.
To my surprise, the patient’s pain, eczema and ulcer greatly improved.
With this unique experience, I took the liberty of using this remedy
empirically in cases of excessive venous swelling; (Venous thrombosis, varicose
veins, cellulitis, pyoderma,
and furunculosis).
In the month of March 2003, I discussed with my colleague, Dr. Ameet Panchal, about my desire to
prove the remedy. Puff Adders belong to the genus Bitis.
Puff adder is a viper belonging to Clotho and allied
genera. Bitis arietans
(African puff adder) is a snake so called because it inflates its body when
excited. The Puff Adder is the 2nd largest of the dangerous vipers.
It shares this
genus with some famous snakes. Gaboon Vipers (Bitis gabonica) Rhinoceros Vipers
(Bitis nasicornis) The
Horned Adder (Bitis caudalis)
Peringuey’s Adder (Bitis peringueyi)
Bitis arietans arietans. Bitis arietans somalica
Distribution: Most of the Puff Adders are found in Africa, Saudi Arabia,
Iraq, Lebanon, Israel, and Jordan. Description It is a very thickset snake, on
the average about 90 cm in length.
A specimen of about 90 cm may have a circumference of more than 20 cm or
a diameter of 7 cm or more. The body colour is yellowish, or light brown to
olive brown, with more or less regular backwardly directed chevron-shaped
dark-brown to black bars or bands over the back and the tail. The body could
also be dark-brown to black with yellow to orange markings. Behaviour Puff
Adder is an almost totally solitude animal. It does not take a lifelong mate
nor does it exist in groups. It lives in a single den and hunts near its home.
The Puff adder does not slither from side to side like most snakes, but instead
travels in a ‘caterpillar-like’ motion. Puff Adders are normally very sluggish
and reluctant to move away from asking place. This habit and its camouflage
presents the danger of the Bitis arietans
arietans and Bitis arietans somalica in being
trodden on and the victim is bitten before he or she is even aware of the
snake's presence. It is largely nocturnal, hunting at night and seeking shelter
during the day's heat. It is not shy when approached. It draws its head close
to its coils, makes a loud hissing sound, and is quick to strike any intruder.
When disturbed, it inflates itself with air, which is let out in loud hisses or
puffs as a warning that it is ready to strike. In contrast to their sluggish
locomotion, they can strike very fast, either forward or sideways, but never
backwards. The long curved fangs are situated in front in the upper jaw. Unlike
the back-fanged snakes and some of the Elapids, they do not hang on after
biting.
Habitat The Puff Adder is probably the most widespread snake in Africa,
avoiding the severe parts of the Sahara desert, tropical rain forests and high
altitudes. It extends from the southern Cape to southern Morocco and also into
southern Arabia. In southern Africa it may be found in most areas, but it
avoids the extreme desert conditions, dense forests and altitudes above 2000 meters.
Venom and snake-bites:
Most adders possess venom that is cytotoxic in
composition. Affect the blood vessels and tissue and can cause tissue death.
The long fangs possessed by most of these snakes means the venom is injected
deep into the tissues, which can be quite detrimental to the bitten limb. The
large quantity injected by Puff Adder can cause extensive necrosis of the
affected area. Approximately 100 mg
of Puff Adder venom is a lethal dose to humans. Anywhere from 100-350 mg
of venom may be injected in a single bite! The venom is cytotoxic,
destroying blood and other tissues. Intense pain, massive swelling and internal
bleeding are the most characteristic symptoms. The venom is slow acting and a
life-endangering effect, such as pronounced shock, is usually not observed
until 12 hours or more after the bite. When receiving a bite from a Puff Adder
one can expect local pain and swelling to develop within minutes. Swelling is
the obvious feature and can
be quite extensive, spreading throughout the bitten limb and on to the
body. Extensive subcutaneous bruising, blood blisters, and painful lymph glands
are common As little as four drops of Puff Adder venom is needed to kill a
healthy adult, but the size and fitness of the victim is also very important.
The bigger the person, the more blood he has and the more venom is necessary to
kill him.
A large Puff Adder could probably discharge as much as 15 drops at a
time.
Diet of the Puff Adder usually consists of small rodents, which are ambushed
using its cryptic coloration. It will also take birds and lizards. Puff Adders
usually employ the bite, release, and trail method of feeding. It uses its
venom as a tool and risks minimal injury in this way. Reproduction In early
spring, male Puff Adders begin their ritual combat dances that precede mating.
Females
increase feeding during this period in preparation for their upcoming
offspring. Litters are usually born in late summer or early autumn. Neonates
usually measure 15-20 cm (6-8 inches) at birth. Growth is rapid in newborn Puff
Adders and sexual maturity is reached in about 2 years. They are ovoviviparous,
and the eggs develop completely within the body of the female. When laid they
contain fully developed young that wriggle free of the egg capsule within
minutes. On occasion the young hatch inside the mother and are born alive, but
they never eat their way out. Young Puff Adders are almost immediately active
and venomous after hatching. Puff Adders are not without problems as mammalian
and avian predators take them. Man is their major enemy, but they also fall
prey to secretary birds, eagles and other raptorial birds, mongooses and small
carnivores.
Prover number 1
30th March 2003
Took 1st dose at 9 h., 2nd dose at 14 h., 3rd
dose at 20 h.
31st March 2003
Took 4th dose at 8 h.
Stomach After one hour there was nausea feeling but no vomiting.
1st April 2003
Mind In the afternoon at around 3 p.m., I was waiting at the bus stop,
and a man approached me with a broken file in his hand. He asked me where is (a
place called) Pydhonie
and which bus would take him there.
I answered him but my eyes were on his hands carrying the broken file. I
was afraid that he would hit me with it and hurt me. I was fearful from inside.
I guess my fear was apparent on my face because that person told me that he was
carrying this file as a sample, yet my eyes would not budge from his file.
Dream The same night I got a dream that I am running for my life and men
brandishing swords are chasing me.
2nd April 2003
Mind On that same bus stop I was waiting for the bus when I see this man
sitting on the parapet near the bus stop. I was suspicious whether he would rob
me, as there was nobody else waiting at the bus stop. I passed my time looking
for the bus and other moment looking at the movements of this person. I
realized that since the last few days, the fear of death has cropped up into
me. I had never felt this before.
10th April 2003
Head I went to barber shop. There I noticed I have developed 3 bald
spots on my head. Probably fungal???
17th May 2003
Head Made another visit to the barber’s shop. Now there are 2 bald spots
left on the scalp.
Prover number 2
4th April 2003
Started taking the medicine from this date - 3 pills thrice a day.
5th April 2003
Took 3 pills thrice a day. Mind Feeling more active than usual. Dream
There is a man and woman in the dream, where the female looks like an actress.
They are in love with each other. People do
not approve their love. They are brought on a stage, naked and thousands
and thousands of people are watching them. They beat the man mercilessly. But
in the dream I feel bad for the woman.
I feel this is the most shameful and embarrassing moment where she has
to stand absolutely naked in front of so many people. Skin Prickly heat under
my breast. Never had anything like this before.
6th April 2003
Took 3 pills 3x daily.
Mind At night - I had a fight with my husband, where my husband had
provoked me. Usually I try to control, but on that day my anger was out of
control. I was abusive. I wanted to slap him and hit him very badly. I was
having fear of my own impulses. Just did not have control over myself. Later on
I was wondering why did I behave in such a manner. There is a strong desire to
hit somebody without any reason. Menses This was the 1st day of my menses. But
there was no pain. Usually I have a lot of pain.
7th April 2003 I have stopped taking the medicine. Mind I am
feeling tired and sleepy. Not fresh at all in the morning. Dreams Of fire, arson,
and riots. People scattered here and there. Dead bodies lying on the railway
tracks. Injured people on the road. I am running and some policeman is after
me. But I lock him somewhere and runaway. Of wearing transparent saree without bra and blouse and exposing my breasts. Of
being extremely violent.
I am too angry in this dream. I hit the person very badly continuously.
9th April 2003 Mind I have become very impatient. I was trying to make a phone
call but could not get through - I became abusive because of this. I have
become very abusive when I am alone because I cannot be abusive in front of
others. I don’t like to be disturbed. It is irritating me. Sleep There is a lot
of sleepiness.
I need more sleep than normal. Mouth I have developed aphthae on the right side inner side of the lower lip. I am
having a slight burning pain
while eating and drinking.
12th April 2003
Mind I am feeling lethargic. There is a lot of anger. I feel as if
something within me is driving me to pick up quarrels. Very impatient and
abusive.
Usually when I dance I remember my dance steps but now I don’t. I want a
lot of hugging from my husband. He also observed that this is not usually the
case with me. Nothing seems to please me. No sexual desire at all. This is
never the case otherwise. Everything seems boring. Generals Tired feeling,
which I usually get during summer. Mouth Aphthae was
same for 4 days. White in the center and red outside.
Today it is less.
Mammae I had pain in the left breast. It
was a stitching pain and I could not move or breathe during that pain. This is
my ordinary symptom. A few year’s back I would get it before my menses but this
time I got it after my menses.
20th April 2003
Mind Symptoms have reduced in intensity, but I still get those bouts of
anger. I feel like hitting the opposite person. It is a great effort trying to
control this impulse. Then I start banging at some object. Usually I remember
my dreams very well but nowadays
I don’t seem to remember them. I know that I had a few dreams but I
cannot remember them clearly.
Dreams Somebody strikes me or punches me and I get into a rage and I hit
that person back. Even while writing this I am getting angry. I am clenching my
teeth in anger. My husband is playing in the garden with my sister. He goes to
find the ball. There he sees a black snake, which is lying quietly. He picks it
up, swirls it round and round vigorously and throws it away. The snake lands in
the compound of my old building and starts biting people. The snake is then
after me and wants to bite me. I woke up and was very scared and could not
sleep for sometime.
I am going for a picnic. There I see an old lady who is injured. I take
care of her and she starts recovering. Sleep has increased. I need a lot of
sleep.
21st April 2003
Stools Constipated - No urge to pass stools with bloated feeling and
heaviness in the abdomen. For some days I didn’t have any symptoms. I again
took the medicine for 2 days.
4th May 2003
Dreams Of a snake. I do not remember anything else. Listening to a Satsang (= religious discourse).
7th May 2003 Mind Irritable - mind is in a state of
agitation. Anger over people who have been treating me unjustly. I have become
abusive.
Dream Of fighting a gang of toughs, all of who have weapons with
serrated edges.
Sleep Disturbed sleep. Waking early, and then again going off to sleep.
12th May 2003
Mind I am quite restless. I feel very lazy to do anything nowadays. I
keep postponing things. Usually I would not do that. I have become very
abusive. Usually I have a lack of confidence.
But nowadays I do my things quite confidently. Sleep Sometimes I am
sleeping too much and sometimes I get up too early and then cannot go to sleep.
I do not get peaceful sleep. I get up many times. Normally I can sleep nicely.
Dream Of getting married - Initial ceremony has all Hindu rites but
later on it becomes a Christian wedding. I am throwing away all the old shoes.
Of going in the lift. The lift goes out of the building. And I am hanging in
the air. I am scared I will fall. My mother saves me. I am going to college and
writing down some notes. Generals Cannot control hunger. Though otherwise also
it
is difficult for me to control my hunger, now I tend to become impatient
with it. I feel tired very easily.
Mouth Aphthae on the inside of the right lower
lip. Burning in the lower lip since 2 days.
Abdomen Since 2 days has a pain in the abdomen after eating. Goes away
after 2-3 minutes. Pain is around the navel region. Stools Soft and offensive
stools, which are not well formed, with offensive flatus. Menses Got my menses
on 9th May. It was 4 days late. Last month also it got delayed by
3-4 days. Usually I have severe pain during the 1st day of menses. But this
time there was no pain at all. I didn’t even realize that it was the 1st
day of my menses. Even during the second day there was hardly any pain. My
husband said that he didn’t even realize when my menses got over, since usually
I tend to have severe pain during menses and so he immediately comes to know.
15th May 2003
Mind Anger for a short time but it is really bad. I feel I will do
something crazy because of this anger. I am quite snappish. But I become normal
very fast. This would never happen before. I would keep brooding over one thing
for a long time. Back I have developed this tremendous pain in the cervical
region since yesterday. Bending head forwards would aggravate it. Otherwise I
can move my head in all directions. I was weeping with the pain since I could
not bear it. Usually I can tolerate the pain but this was just unbearable.
Dream I want to urinate and I cannot control. I urinate in a small-enclosed
place near the kitchen (looks like a small Dhaba)
where people can see me. I am not bothered because it is not possible for me to
control anymore. 17th May 2003 Abdomen I had some heaviness of abdomen, which
started immediately after eating and lasted for hours. There was a lot of
discomfort.
Prover number 3
29th March 2003
Took a dose in the morning at 10 h., then another at 1 p.m. and another
at 21 h.
30th March 2003
Took a dose in the morning at 10 h. and another at 4 p.m. Abdomen I felt
a great sense of discomfort in my abdomen with constant ineffectual urge for
stools. This remained throughout the day. There was a bloated feeling in the
abdomen even on an empty stomach.
1st April 2003
Stools They are very sticky with a lot of mucus. I have to strain really
hard and wait for a long time to pass soft stool. I was prostrated and tired
after passing stools because of the straining. Generals
In the afternoon felt giddy. I was feeling tired and weak as if I would
fall down. The giddiness lasted for a few seconds only but there was a complete
blackout. 2nd April 2003 Nose I felt stuffiness in my nose with lot of crusts
and scabs in the nostrils. My nose was blocked. There is an irritation in the
nose with itchiness.
Mind Mentally very dull with great aversion to work - lethargic. I like
to sit and watch television or listen to music - idling around. Previously I
was not so fond of movies or music. Music seems to relax me.
3rd - 5th April 2003
Generals I have great aversion to cooked food like rice, dal, and vegetables. Nose Stuffiness in the nose continues
with a sensation of dryness inside. Dryness in nose betters by blowing hard.
Dryness < with dust and in the morning on waking. Stools Unsatisfactory
stools - everyday I get up with an urge but I don’t pass stools or very little
after great straining.
6th - 8th
April 2003
Generals I used to love fried food but now I have an aversion to it. I
like eating cheese a lot. I like eating a lot of bread nowadays (previously I
did not prefer eating bread).
10th - 12th April 2003
Menses My menses have started today. No problem on the 1st day. I had
leucorrhoea before menses. I have never had leucorrhoea before. Mind I have
become very nervous and apprehensive.
Usually I am a very bold person but recently I have developed this
nervous attitude. I feel nervous to speak in front of 10-12 people. I feel
nervous to go out at night. I keep thinking, “what if this
or that happens” regarding any situation. Today since morning I am
irritated at trifles. Recently I have observed that I get irritated very fast.
Someone just needs to incite me and I blow my fuse.
I started shouting loudly without any reason. I used to be quiet and
calm always but since some days I get angry very fast and during anger I really
become insane. I start screaming very loudly. Twice my mother said that you
have become mad. You do not know how to behave and you are going insane day by
day. These days my mother just does not want to discuss or argue with me as
I start shouting loudly. I have become very rude. I get angry on trivial
matters. I was not finding my pen. My uncle gave me another pen to write but I
just started shouting loudly “I want my pen”. Previously I used to ignore, as
it never used to bother me. Even now it does not bother me much but without
reason I start shouting. I get angry at small things and express it in a nasty
way. I have never expressed my anger in such a rude way. I never used to scream
or shout previously. In retrospect or when I think back I feel very bad about
my behaviour. Recently I am working in night shift and half-day shift also. So
I sleep in the afternoon for 4-5 hours only. But when I wake up I feel very
afraid and nervous. This is not always because of dreams. I feel as if
something bad is going to happen and I am not aware of it. I also feel very
giddy and lethargic. A very insecure kind of feeling is always at the back of
my mind. Though there is nothing to worry about but still I do not know why
this happens. I get this feeling of fear and insecurity on waking from sleep.
It could be because of bad dream but I do not remember. Throughout the day I
keep thinking as to what is going to happen in future. I feel as if something
bad is going to happen. On waking up in the morning or after afternoon nap I
have palpitations and I feel very nervous. Dreams I dreamt that I am appearing
for my final year exams but due to some or the other reason I could not
complete my paper. I am very nervous as only last 5 minutes are left and I have
to finish a lot of questions. I feel I will fail.
I suddenly woke up with that fear. I dreamt that I am at the bus stop
waiting for the bus but there is no bus. My exam has already started and I have
not reached my examination hall. I feel very nervous. I dreamt that we are
given chit to copy down the whole paper and I have lost my chit. I cannot find
it and I do not know any answer and in the last 15 minutes when the warning
bell rings,
I see my chit near the gate. I am happy this time I feel relaxed that I
found the chit. Generals Nowadays I have become health conscious I have started
taking milk. Previously I would vomit if
I would take only milk. I do not enjoy the taste of tea or coffee and
feel tired after having them. It could be health related but I never bothered
about my health previously. I love eating cheese. Nowadays whenever I see
cheese burgers or sandwiches, I feel like having it but after eating cheese
there is heaviness in the abdomen and cheese also aggravates my constipation.
Today I overate
as I had prepared cheese pakodas. I ate a lot
of them and ended up vomiting, and had a cheesy taste in my mouth for the whole
day. I feel very bloated after eating cheese but I still love eating it.
I do not like eating lentils and rice, which I was fond of before the
proving. Even during summer, I am not feeling very thirsty. Nose I sometimes
have itching in the nose < morning/cold water.
There is a sensation of foreign body inside the nose. I feel there is a
watery discharge but nothing comes out. This is aggravated in the morning on
waking.
Stools Since 10-12 days I am passing stools regularly without any
discomfort and no constipation. I am happy that my stool problem has resolved
and I do not have constipation anymore.
Prover number 4
26th March 2003 Took the first doze at 9.15 h. Eyes I had
burning of eyes since seven days, which stopped after taking the first doze.
Mouth My lips started feeling dry but there was no thirst.
Took the second doze at 12.45 h. and the third one at 17 h. and the
fourth one at 20 h.
27th March 2003 Mind
Feeling very lethargic and drowsy since morning. There is some unknown
anxiety with palpitations. Git Stools are hard; I have to strain a lot. There
is pain in the epigastrium during stool.
29th March 2003
Mind I feel energetic at night. Sleep Drowsiness throughout the day. But
it is more in the afternoon. Mouth There is dryness of mouth but no thirst.
This dryness of mouth is present since the previous proving.
6th April 2003
Dream Burying my loved ones. In the dream I wonder whether I am doing
the right thing or not. Git Appetite has increased. I want to eat at small
intervals. It is more marked between 13 - 14 h.
And 18 - 20 h. This increase of appetite is also present since previous
proving. Stools are unsatisfactory and incomplete.
7th April 2003
Mind I get very angry and I cannot control my anger. I cannot tolerate
contradiction. I try to keep myself busy to control my anger; otherwise I feel
I will have a violent outburst. Previously I would brood but now I try to
forget any bad incident as soon as possible. Generals I cannot tolerate heat at
all.
17th April 2003
Vertigo There is vertigo if constantly looking at one object. I feel I
will fall down towards left. Head and eyes There is burning in the head and
heaviness in the eyes. Git Stools are unsatisfactory, with severe pain in the epigastric region during stool, which is better by
pressure. Chest Sensation of uneasiness in the chest. There is pain in the retrosternal region and in the 4th and 5th intercostals
region on the left side. This pain ext. neck. There is sudden electric shock
like pain and sudden drawing of the body towards the left. This pain is less by
motion, and worse from rest and pressure.
He feels somebody is turning his body around. I constantly feel
heaviness on the left side of the chest as if there is some weight. I feel
anxious all the time.
18th April 2003
Mind I feel suspicious that people are talking about me. Nowadays I feel
very envious. And I think a lot about money-matters. I want to have a lot of
money. When I get angry I do not like to talk to that person and I like to go
away from there and avoid an outburst. Git Appetite has increased. I cannot
bear tight clothes around my abdomen. Sleep There is sleeplessness. Cannot
sleep until 1 h. Generals Desire potatoes.
25th April 2003
Chest There is constricting feeling in the heart with pain in the fourth
intercostal region. There is constant sensation that
someone is pulling my heart with sudden palpitation. This is more so when I am
alone. I suddenly feel anxious and I get palpitations.
Vertigo and anxiety also tends to get aggravated when I am alone. Stools
Unsatisfactorily stools with burning in stool. Urethra There is pain before and
during urination. 27th April 2003 Vertigo There is vertigo, which is more while
sitting. I feel I will fall towards the left side. I feel I am turning around.
If I try to concentrate on something I start feeling heaviness of my eyes and I
feel I will fall down. Head Had headache because of lack of sleep.
Pain is on the left side of forehead and then extends to the right side.
It is worse from eating or drinking anything cold, and when sleeping; and is
better by exertion, fasting, and when lying on the back or the left side.
Vertigo with headache.
Mouth dryness of mouth with no thirst. Dryness of mouth is more in the
morning and thirst for ice-cold water is more in the afternoon. Git Pain in the
epigastric region, which is more after eating.
Epigastric pain more in the morning with
heaviness of abdomen. Abdomen feels stony hard after waking up. Pain in abdomen
is more when lying on painful side. Stools - unsatisfactory and sticky; have to
strain for soft stool. Bladder I cannot control the urge to urinate. If I try
to control then there is pain in lower abdomen. There is frequent urination
with burning while urination and pain at the tip of urethra. Chest I feel
someone is pulling at my heart and neck area towards the left with sudden
constriction in the heart more in the afternoon. Sleep I feel sleepy all the
time with heaviness of eyes. 5th May 2003 Mind There is a lot of anger. I shout
but after sometime I realize why did I shout? I felt anxious while thinking of
previous quarrels and I have palpitation along with anxiety. There is
absentmindedness. Awkwardness is less when angry.
Prover number 5
30th September 2003
Took the dose of the remedy every three hours.
1st October 2003
Throat Sensation of lump in the throat. Pain in the throat, worse on
empty swallowing.
2nd October 2003
Throat Sensation of lump in the throat persists, which is worse on empty
swallowing.
13th October 2003
Mind Anticipatory anxiety. Fear as if something will happen. Sudden emotional
outbursts. Quarrel with my sibling over a small issue.
14th October 2003
Mind Was feeling extremely anxious, anticipating something to happen.
Throat Sensation of lump in the throat, with a choking feeling. Stomach Thirst
has increased.
Sleep Loss of sleep. Couldn’t sleep till 4 h.
15th October 2003
Mind Feeling irritable. Some issue at home annoyed me. Didn’t feel like
talking to anyone. Wanted to be left alone.
16th October 2003
Mind While returning home just some old forgotten issues came into my
mind, leaving me with a feeling of despair. Was tearful and upset throughout
the evening. Dream
At night, according to my sister, I was just calling or talking in my
sleep. I could not recall anything on waking.
17th October 2003
Mind Find myself frequently brooding over past incidents or over
whatever happened in the day. Very nervous and moody nowadays. Scared of being
reprimanded by anyone.
Throat Severe cold attack, with a scraping sensation in the throat.
Difficulty in expelling out any phlegm. Painful throat, with a sensation of
lump.
19th October 2003
Mind Quarreled with my sister, and I lost my
temper, which I normally wouldn’t have. On rare occasions I retaliate otherwise
I normally keep to myself. Feeling so unsure of myself. Brooding over my lack
of confidence, as to why there is this sense of insecurity, and just wishing
that I could get over my inadequacies. Want to shut off from everything around
me, and just keep to myself. Repertory Mind Absentminded. Abusive. Active,
feels, more than usual. Active, night. Anger, contradiction from. Anger,
easily. Anger, repentance, followed by. Anger, taciturnity with.
Anger, violent. Anxiety, alone when. Anxiety, anticipatory. Anxiety,
company, to speak in. Anxiety, palpitations, with. Anxiety, sudden. Anxiety,
thinking of past quarrels. Approached, being, aversion to. Brooding, lack of
confidence, over. Busy, to mask anger. Caressed, desire to be. Company,
aversion to. Confidence, want of. Confident. Disturbed, aversion to being.
Dullness. Dwells, past disagreeable occurrences, on. Ennui. Envious.
Fear: happen something will/of her impulses/of being reprimanded/losing
self-control/waking on; Frightened, waking on. Fritters, time. Frivolous.
Greed, money for. Impatience. Injustice cannot bear. Insolent. Laziness.
Memory, weakness of. Mood, changeable. Music, ameliorates. Postponing,
everything to next day. Quarrelsome, menses during. Quarrelsome, sister with.
Rage, fury, violent. Restlessness. Rudeness. Shrieking in anger.
Snappish. Strike, desire to. Striking, imaginary objects, about her.
Suspicious, people talking about her. Talking, aversion to. Dreams Anxious.
Burying, loved ones, and feeling whether I am doing the right thing or not.
Calling someone. Care, taking of an old lady. Dead bodies, lying on
railway tracks. Failure. Fighting, gang of toughs. Fire, arson, riots. Hitting,
a person violently. Lift, being in, which hangs above the building.
Married, of being, by Hindu rites, which become Christian rites. Naked,
man and woman, brought up on stage and beaten. Pursued, being. Religious
discourses, listening to. Shoes old, throwing away. Snake, being bitten by.
Unremembered. Urinating. Violence. Wearing transparent saree,
exposing breasts.
Vertigo Alone, when. Fall, tendency to, to left. Looking, intently at an
object. Sitting, while. Turning, around as if. Head Pain, accompanied by, pain,
abdomen in. Pain, accompanied by, vertigo. Pain, burning. Pain, drinks, cold,
from. Pain, exertion, from. Pain, fasting, from. Pain, food, cold, from. Pain,
lying on the back. Pain, lying, side on, left.
Pain, sleep during. Pain, sleep, loss of from.
Eyes Pain, burning.
Nose Coryza, dry. Discharge, crusts, scabs,
inside. Dryness, morning, waking on. Foreign body, sensation of. Itching,
inside.
Face Pain, burning, lip, lower. Ulcers, lip, lower.
Mouth Dryness, lips, thirst without. Dryness with thirstlessness.
Throat Choked, sensation of being. Lump, sensation of. Pain, swallowing,
empty, on.
Stomach Appetite, increased. Thirstless. Vomiting,
cheese after.
Abdomen Clothing, sensitive to. Distension, constipation during.
Fullness on empty stomach, on. Heavy after cheese after. Pain, lying, side on,
painful side on. Pain, stool, during. Pain, umbilical, region of.
Rectum Constipation, difficult, soft stool. Constipation, ineffectual
urging and straining. Constipation, unsatisfactory. Pain, burning, stool,
during.
Stool Hard. Mucus, slimy. Noisy, flatus with. Odor,
offensive. Soft. Sticky.
Female Leucorrhoea, menses before. Menses, late. Menses, painless. Chest
Constriction, heart. Constriction, heart, afternoon. Heaviness, sides, left.
Oppression, sides, left. Pain, pulling, heart. Pain, pulling, heart,
palpitation with. Palpitation, anxiety with. Palpitation, morning. Palpitation,
siesta after.
Back Pain, cervical, bending forward, aggravates.
Sleep Sleepiness, daytime. Sleepiness, eyes, heaviness of, with.
Sleeplessness, night, 1 h. until.
Generals Faintness, afternoon. Faintness, with loss of vision.
Food and drinks: Desires: bread/cheese/milk/potatoes; Aversion: cooked
food/fried food/lentils/rice;
Heat, sensation of.
Comment
At the end of the proving I was pleased to know that there was close
similarity between the proving done by C. Wright and the one we just did.
Following are a few common symptoms seen in both the provings:
Sr. No.
Old Proving New Proving
1. Absentminded Absentminded
2. Answers abruptly Snappish
& Rude
3. Anxiety Anxiety when alone, Sudden anxiety,
& from thinking of past quarrels
4. Brooding Brooding over lack of confidence
5. Dreams of being pursued Dreams
of being pursued
6. Dreams of dead bodies Dreams
of dead bodies lying on railway tracks
7. Dreams of guns,
shooting, murder, violence Dreams of fire, arson, riots, fighting a gang of
toughs, hitting a person violently
8. Dreams of snakes Dreams of being bitten by a snake
9. Dreams, unremembered Dreams, unremembered
10. Dullness Dullness
11. Easily irritability &
irritable over trifles Angers easily
12. Impatience Impatience
13. Laziness Laziness
14. Memory, weakness of, for
what he was Memory, weakness of
for what he was about to do &
for proper names
15. Vertigo, sitting, while Vertigo,
sitting, while
16. Eyes, pain, burning Eyes, pain, burning
17. Nose, fullness sense of
& obstruction, Nose, foreign body,
sensation of
sensation of
18. Nose, itching, inside Nose, itching, inside
19. Mouth, dryness Mouth, dryness
20. Mouth, dryness, lips Mouth,
dryness, lips
21. Throat, constriction Throat,
choked, sensation of
22. Throat, lump, sensation
of Throat, lump, sensation of
23. Throat, pain, sore,
accompanied by Throat,
pain, swallowing, empty on
difficulty in swallowing
24. Stomach, appetite,
increased Stomach,
appetite, increased
25. Stomach, thirstless Stomach,
thirstless
26. Abdomen, distension Abdomen,
distension, during constipation
27. Abdomen, pain, pressure
aggravates Abdomen, pain, lying, side, painful side on
28. Rectum, constipation,
difficult stool Rectum, constipation, difficult stool, inspite of being soft
29. Rectum, constipation,
ineffectual urging Rectum,
constipation, ineffectual urging and straining with
and straining with
30. Stool, soft Stool, soft
31. Chest, constriction Chest,
constriction, heart of
32. Chest, oppression Chest, oppression, sides, left
33. Back, pain, cervical
region Back, pain, cervical region, bending forward
on
34. Sleep, sleepiness Sleep, sleepiness, daytime
35. Sleep, sleeplessness, in
spite of weariness Sleep, sleeplessness,
night, until 1 h.
Theme of bitis arietans
Impulsiveness and impulse control In one of the prover’s
case, he was trying hard to keep his anger and other impulses in check by doing
some activity or the other to keep himself busy. In another prover,
there was a fear of losing self-control. A third prover
‘acted out’ her impulses. Company aversion to and aggravates This was seen in atleast three to four provers,
either in the form of aversion to company, aversion to being disturbed,
aversion to being approached, and anxiety to speak in company. Anger and rage
Throughout the proving, quite a few provers had an
easy tendency to anger and rage, over trifles. There was a tendency to either
be rude and snappish or a tendency to being quarrelsome or violent.
Vorwort/Suchen Zeichen/Abkürzungen Impressum