Clotho arietans Anhang
[Farokh J.
Master]
Bitis
arietans arietans Foreword My study of Bitis arietans goes back to my student
days, when I read in the Boericke’s Materia Medica, under the remedy Cenchris
contortrix, where there was a two-line reference of
Clotho
arietans.
Boericke
states “…should have a great sphere of usefulness in many conditions where
excessive swelling is a leading feature.” Since then I had decided to make use
of this remedy and experiment further
its avenues
in different clinical conditions. After I graduated and started practicing in
the early 90’s, I came across the proving of Bitis arietans very nicely done by
Dr. C. Wright. I studied this proving in detail and when
I came
across the chapter of ‘dreams and mind’, I was fascinated to read the symptoms
it produced in the prover. The ones that struck me as most important were –
Delusion, alone, of being Delusion, forsaken Delusion,
body,
separated, mind, from Delusion, separated, from the world, he is Delusion,
unreal, everything seems Delusion, veil, mind and reality, between In those
days,
I use to
compare Clotho with other remedies like Cann-i. and Thuja. I had a small theme
that indicated to me that the person who requires Clotho is:
A very
lonely man. Unloved by the family, society and world. Mild. Suffers from severe
depression with poor concentration. These features are often seen in old
persons living all alone and who have been deserted by their
family members
for some reason or the other. I was only waiting to find such a case in my
practice, which I ultimately got in the year 1998. An old man who was
handicapped was suffering from severe non-healing varicose
ulcer, with
varicose eczema and varicose veins. This man was living alone and was looked
after by the neighbors for his daily needs. He had no one in his life to look
after him. He did not have money to even afford treatment
for his
condition. On the request of a friend, I happened to see him. That was the
first time that I got a chance to use Clotho, which at that time I imported
from my good friend Tony Pinkus of Ainsworth Pharmacy, London, in
the 30C
potency. I decided to give him this remedy repeatedly for a few months. To my
surprise, the patient’s pain, eczema and ulcer greatly improved. With this
unique experience, I took the liberty of using this remedy empirically in cases
of excessive venous swelling; e.g. Venous thrombosis, varicose veins,
cellulitis, pyoderma, and furunculosis. In the month of March 2003, I discussed
with my colleague, Dr. Ameet Panchal, about my
desire to
prove the remedy.
Puff Adders
belong to the genus Bitis. Puff adder is a viper belonging to Clotho and allied
genera. Bitis arietans (African puff adder) is a snake so called because it
inflates its body when excited. The Puff Adder is the 2nd
largest of
the dangerous vipers. It shares this genus with some famous snakes. Gaboon
Vipers (Bitis gabonica) Rhinoceros Vipers (Bitis nasicornis) The Horned Adder
(Bitis caudalis) Peringuey’s Adder (Bitis peringueyi)
Bitis
arietans arietans. Bitis arietans somalica
Distribution
Most of the Puff Adders are found in Africa, Saudi Arabia, Iraq, Lebanon,
Israel, and Jordan. Description It is a very thickset snake, on the average about
90 cm in length. A specimen of about 90 cm may have a circumference of more
than 20 cm or a diameter of 7 cm or more. The body colour is yellowish, or
light brown to olive brown, with more or less regular backwardly directed
chevron-shaped dark-brown to
black bars
or bands over the back and the tail. The body could also be dark-brown to black
with yellow to orange markings. Behaviour Puff Adder is an almost totally
solitude animal. It does not take a lifelong mate nor does
it exist in
groups. It lives in a single den and hunts near its home. The Puff adder does
not slither from side to side like most snakes, but instead travels in a
‘caterpillar-like’ motion. Puff Adders are normally very sluggish and reluctant
to move away from asking place. This habit and its camouflage presents the
danger of the Bitis arietans arietans and Bitis arietans somalica in being
trodden on and the victim is bitten before he or she is even aware
of the
snake's presence. It is largely nocturnal, hunting at night and seeking shelter
during the day's heat. It is not shy when approached. It draws its head close
to its coils, makes a loud hissing sound, and is quick to strike any intruder.
When disturbed, it inflates itself with air, which is let out in loud hisses or
puffs as a warning that it is ready to strike. In contrast to their sluggish
locomotion, they can strike very fast, either forward or sideways, but never
backwards. The long curved fangs are situated in front in the upper jaw. Unlike
the back-fanged snakes and some of the Elapids, they do not hang on after
biting. Habitat The Puff Adder is probably the most widespread
snake in
Africa, avoiding the severe parts of the Sahara desert, tropical rain forests
and high altitudes. It extends from the southern Cape to southern Morocco and
also into southern Arabia. In southern Africa it may be found
in most
areas, but it avoids the extreme desert conditions, dense forests and altitudes
above 2000 meters. Venom and snake – bites Most adders possess venom that is
cytotoxic in composition. These venoms affect the blood vessels and tissue, and
can cause tissue death. The long fangs possessed by most of these snakes means
the venom is injected deep into the tissues, which can be quite detrimental to
the bitten limb. The large quantity injected
by Puff
Adder can cause extensive necrosis of the affected area. Approximately 100 mg
of Puff Adder venom is a lethal dose to humans. Anywhere from 100-350 mg of
venom may be injected in a single bite! The venom is cytotoxic, destroying blood
and other tissues. Intense pain, massive swelling and internal bleeding are the
most characteristic symptoms. The venom is slow acting and a life-endangering
effect, such as pronounced shock, is
usually not
observed until 12 hours or more after the bite. When receiving a bite from a
Puff Adder one can expect local pain and swelling to develop within minutes.
Swelling is the obvious feature and can be quite extensive, spreading
throughout the bitten limb and on to the body. Extensive subcutaneous bruising,
blood blisters, and painful lymph glands are common As little as four drops of
Puff Adder venom is needed to kill a healthy adult, but
the size
and fitness of the victim is also very important. The bigger the person, the
more blood he has and the more venom is necessary to kill him. A large Puff
Adder could probably discharge as much as 15 drops at a time.
Diet of the
Puff Adder usually consists of small rodents, which are ambushed using its
cryptic coloration. It will also take birds and lizards. Puff Adders usually
employ the bite, release, and trail method of feeding. It uses its venom as a
tool and risks minimal injury in this way. Reproduction In early spring, male
Puff Adders begin their ritual combat dances that precede mating. Females
increase feeding
during this period in preparation for their upcoming offspring. Litters are
usually born in late summer or early autumn. Neonates usually measure 15-20 cm
(6-8 inches) at birth. Growth is rapid in newborn
Puff Adders
and sexual maturity is reached in about 2 years. They are ovoviviparous, and
the eggs develop completely within the body of the female. When laid they
contain fully developed young that wriggle free of the egg capsule within
minutes. On occasion the young hatch inside the mother and are born alive, but
they never eat their way out. Young Puff Adders are almost immediately active
and venomous after hatching. Puff Adders are not without problems as mammalian
and avian predators take them. Man is their major enemy, but they also fall
prey to secretary birds, eagles and other raptorial birds, mongooses and small
carnivores.
Prover
number 1
30th March
2003 Took first dose at 9.00 h., 2nd dose at 2 p.m., 3rd dose at 8 p.m. 31st
March 2003 Took 4th dose at 8.00 h.
Stomach
After one hour there was nausea feeling but no vomiting.
1st April
2003 Mind In the afternoon at around 3 p.m., I was waiting at the bus stop, and
a man approached me with a broken file in his hand. He asked me where is (a
place called) Pydhonie and which bus would take him there.
I answered
him but my eyes were on his hands carrying the broken file. I was afraid that
he would hit me with it and hurt me. I was fearful from inside. I guess my fear
was apparent on my face because that person told me that
he was
carrying this file as a sample, yet my eyes would not budge from his file.
Dream The same night I got a dream that I am running for my life and men
brandishing swords are chasing me.
2nd April
2003 Mind On that same bus stop I was waiting for the bus when I see this man
sitting on the parapet near the bus stop. I was suspicious whether he would rob
me, as there was nobody else waiting at the bus stop. I passed my time looking
for the bus and other moment looking at the movements of this person. I
realized that since the last few days, the fear of death has cropped up into
me. I had never felt this before.
10th April
2003 Head I went to barber shop. There I noticed I have developed 3 bald spots
on my head. Probably fungal???
17th May
2003 Head Made another visit to the barber’s shop. Now there are 2 bald spots
left on the scalp.
Prover
number 2
4th April
2003 Started taking the medicine from this date – 3 pills thrice a day.
5th April
2003 Took 3 pills thrice a day. Mind Feeling more active than usual. Dream
There is a man and woman in the dream, where the female looks like an actress.
They are in love with each other. People do not approve
their love.
They are brought on a stage, naked and thousands and thousands of people are
watching them. They beat the man mercilessly. But in the dream I feel bad for
the woman. I feel this is the most shameful and
embarrassing
moment where she has to stand absolutely naked in front of so many people. Skin
Prickly heat under my breast. Never had anything like this before.
6th April 2003
Took 3 pills thrice a day.
Mind At
night – I had a fight with my husband, where my husband had provoked me.
Usually I try to control, but on that day my anger was out of control. I was
abusive. I wanted to slap
him and hit him very badly. I was having fear
of my own impulses. Just did not have control over myself. Later on I was
wondering why did I behave in such a manner. There is a strong desire to hit
somebody without any reason. Menses This was the 1st day of my menses. But
there was no pain. Usually I have a lot of pain.
7th April
2003 I have stopped taking the medicine. Mind I am feeling tired and sleepy.
Not fresh at all in the morning. Dreams Of fire, arson, and riots. People scattered
here and there. Dead bodies lying on the railway tracks. Injured people on the
road. I am running and some policeman is after me. But I lock him somewhere and
runaway. Of wearing transparent saree without bra and blouse and exposing my
breasts. Of being extremely violent.
I am too
angry in this dream. I hit the person very badly continuously. 9th April 2003
Mind I have become very impatient. I was trying to make a phone call but could
not get through – I became abusive because of this. I have become very abusive
when I am alone because I cannot be abusive in front of others. I don’t like to
be disturbed. It is irritating me. Sleep There is a lot of sleepiness. I need
more sleep than normal. Mouth I have developed
aphthae on
the right side inner side of the lower lip. I am having a slight burning pain
while
eating and drinking. 12th April 2003 Mind I am feeling lethargic. There is a
lot of anger. I feel as if something within me is driving me to pick up
quarrels. Very impatient and abusive. Usually when I dance I remember my dance
steps but now I don’t. I want a lot of hugging from my husband. He also
observed that this is not usually the case with me. Nothing seems to please me.
No sexual desire at all. This is never the case otherwise. Everything seems
boring. Generals Tired feeling, which I usually get during summer. Mouth
Aphthae was same for 4 days. White in the center and red outside. Today it is
less.
Mammae I
had pain in the left breast. It was a stitching pain and I could not move or
breathe during that pain. This is my ordinary symptom. A few year’s back I
would get it before my menses but this time I got it after my
menses.
20th April
2003 Mind Symptoms have reduced in intensity, but I still get those bouts of
anger. I feel like hitting the opposite person. It is a great effort trying to
control this impulse. Then I start banging at some object. Usually I remember
my dreams very well but nowadays
I don’t
seem to remember them. I know that I had a few dreams but I cannot remember
them clearly.
Dreams
Somebody strikes me or punches me and I get into a rage and I hit that person
back. Even while writing this I am getting angry. I am clenching my teeth in
anger. My husband is playing in the garden with my sister.
He goes to
find the ball. There he sees a black snake, which is lying quietly. He picks it
up, swirls it round and round vigorously and throws it away. The snake lands in
the compound of my old building and starts biting people.
The snake
is then after me and wants to bite me. I woke up and was very scared and could
not sleep for sometime.
I am going
for a picnic. There I see an old lady who is injured. I take care of her and
she starts recovering.
Sleep has
increased. I need a lot of sleep.
21st April
2003 Stools Constipated – No urge to pass stools with bloated feeling and
heaviness in the abdomen. For some days I didn’t have any symptoms. I again
took the medicine for 2 days.
4th May
2003
Dreams Of a
snake. I do not remember anything else. Listening to a Satsang (= religious discourse).
7th May
2003 Mind Irritable – mind is in a state of agitation. Anger over people who
have been treating me unjustly. I have become abusive.
Dream Of
fighting a gang of toughs, all of who have weapons with serrated edges.
Sleep
Disturbed sleep. Waking early, and then again going off to sleep.
12th May
2003 Mind I am quite restless. I feel very lazy to do anything nowadays. I keep
postponing things. Usually I would not do that. I have become very abusive.
Usually I have lack of confidence.
But
nowadays I do my things quite confidently. Sleep Sometimes I am sleeping too
much and sometimes I get up too early and then cannot go to sleep. I do not get
peaceful sleep. I get up many times. Normally I can sleep
nicely.
Dream Of getting married – Initial ceremony has all Hindu rites but later on it
becomes a Christian wedding. I am throwing away all the old shoes. Of going in
the lift. The lift goes out of the building. And I am
hanging in
the air. I am scared I will fall. My mother saves me. I am going to college and
writing down some notes. Generals Cannot control hunger. Though otherwise also
it is difficult for me to control my hunger, now I
tend to
become impatient with it. I feel tired very easily.
Mouth
Aphthae on the inside of the right lower lip. Burning in the lower lip since 2
days.
Abdomen
Since 2 days has a pain in the abdomen after eating. Goes away after 2-3
minutes. Pain is around the navel region. Stools Soft and offensive stools,
which are not well formed, with offensive flatus. Menses Got my menses on 9th
May. It was 4 days late. Last month also it got delayed by 3-4 days. Usually I
have severe pain during the 1st day of menses. But this time there was no pain
at all. I didn’t even realize that it was the 1st day of
my menses.
Even during the second day there was hardly any pain. My husband said that he
didn’t even realize when my menses got over, since usually I tend to have
severe pain during menses and so he immediately comes to know.
15th May
2003 Mind Anger for a short time but it is really bad. I feel I will do
something crazy because of this anger. I am quite snappish. But I become normal
very fast. This would never happen before. I would keep brooding over one thing
for a long time. Back I have developed this tremendous pain in the cervical
region since yesterday. Bending head forwards would aggravate it. Otherwise I
can move my head in all directions. I was weeping with the pain since I could
not bear it. Usually I can tolerate the pain but this was just unbearable.
Dream I want to urinate and I cannot control. I urinate in a small-enclosed
place near the kitchen (looks like a small Dhaba) where people can see me. I am
not bothered because it is not possible for me to control anymore. 17th May
2003 Abdomen I had some heaviness of abdomen, which started immediately after
eating and lasted for hours. There was a lot of discomfort.
Prover
number 3
29th March
2003 Took a dose in the morning at 10 h., then another at 1 p.m. and another at
9 p.m. 30th March 2003 Took a dose in the morning at 10 h. and another at 4
p.m. Abdomen I felt a great sense of discomfort in my abdomen with constant
ineffectual urge for stools. This remained throughout the day. There was a
bloated feeling in the abdomen even on an empty stomach.
1st April
2003 Stools They are very sticky with a lot of mucus. I have to strain really
hard and wait for a long time to pass soft stool. I was prostrated and tired
after passing stools because of the straining. Generals
In the
afternoon felt giddy. I was feeling tired and weak as if I would fall down. The
giddiness lasted for a few seconds only but there was a complete blackout. 2nd
April 2003 Nose I felt stuffiness in my nose with lot of crusts
and scabs
in the nostrils. My nose was blocked. There is an irritation in the nose with
itchiness. Mind
Mentally
very dull with great aversion to work – lethargic. I like to sit and watch
television or listen to music – idling around. Previously I was not so fond of
movies or music. Music seems to relax me.
3rd – 5th
April 2003 Generals I have great aversion to cooked food like rice, dal, and
vegetables. Nose Stuffiness in the nose continues with a sensation of dryness
inside. Dryness in nose betters by blowing hard. Dryness <
with dust
and in the morning on waking. Stools Unsatisfactory stools – everyday I get up
with an urge but I don’t pass stools or very little after great straining.
6th – 8th April 2003 Generals I used to love
fried food but now I have an aversion to it. I like eating cheese a lot. I like
eating a lot of bread nowadays (previously I did not prefer eating bread).
10th – 12th
April 2003 Menses My menses have started today. No problem on the 1st day. I
had leucorrhoea before menses. I have never had leucorrhoea before. Mind I have
become very nervous and apprehensive.
Usually I
am a very bold person but recently I have developed this nervous attitude. I
feel nervous to speak in front of 10-12 people. I feel nervous to go out at
night. I keep thinking, “what if this or that happens” regarding any situation.
Today since morning I am irritated at trifles. Recently I have observed that I
get irritated very fast. Someone just needs to incite me and I blow my fuse. I
started shouting loudly without any reason. I used to be quiet
and calm
always but since some days I get angry very fast and during anger I really
become insane. I start screaming very loudly. Twice my mother said that you
have become mad. You do not know how to behave and you are going insane day by
day. These days my mother just does not want to discuss or argue with me as I
start shouting loudly. I have become very rude. I get angry on trivial matters.
I was not finding my pen. My uncle gave me
another pen
to write but I just started shouting loudly “I want my pen”. Previously I used
to ignore, as it never used to bother me. Even now it does not bother me much
but without reason I start shouting. I get angry at small
things and
express it in a nasty way. I have never expressed my anger in such a rude way.
I never used to scream or shout previously. In retrospect or when I think back
I feel very bad about my behaviour. Recently I am working
in night
shift and half-day shift also. So I sleep in the afternoon for 4-5 hours only.
But when I wake up I feel very afraid and nervous. This is not always because
of dreams. I feel as if something bad is going to happen and I am
not aware
of it. I also feel very giddy and lethargic. A very insecure kind of feeling is
always at the back of my mind. Though there is nothing to worry about but still
I do not know why this happens. I get this feeling of fear and insecurity on
waking from sleep. It could be because of bad dream but I do not remember.
Throughout the day I keep thinking as to what is going to happen in future. I
feel as if something bad is going to happen. On waking up
in the
morning or after afternoon nap I have palpitations and I feel very nervous.
Dreams I dreamt that I am appearing for my final year exams but due to some or
the other reason I could not complete my paper. I am very nervous as only last
5 minutes are left and I have to finish a lot of questions. I feel I will fail.
I suddenly woke up with that fear. I dreamt that I am at the bus stop waiting
for the bus but there is no bus. My exam has already started and I have not
reached my examination hall. I feel very nervous. I dreamt that we are given
chit to copy down the whole paper and I have lost my chit. I cannot find it and
I do not know any answer and in the last 15 minutes when the warning bell rings,
I see my chit near the gate. I am happy this time I feel relaxed that I found
the chit. Generals Nowadays I have become health conscious I have started
taking milk. Previously I would vomit if I would take only milk. I do not enjoy
the taste of tea or coffee and feel tired after having them. It could be health
related but I never bothered about my health previously. I love eating cheese.
Nowadays whenever I see cheese burgers or sandwiches, I feel like having it but
after eating cheese there is heaviness in the abdomen and cheese also
aggravates my constipation. Today I overate as I had prepared cheese pakodas. I
ate a lot of them and ended up vomiting, and had a cheesy taste in my mouth for
the whole day. I feel very bloated after eating cheese but I still love eating
it. I do not like eating lentils and rice, which I was fond of before the
proving. Even during summer, I am not feeling very thirsty. Nose I sometimes
have itching in the nose, which is aggravated by cold water and aggravated in
the morning. There is a sensation of foreign body inside the nose. I feel there
is a watery discharge but nothing comes out. This is aggravated in the morning
on waking. Stools Since 10-12 days I am passing stools regularly without any
discomfort and no constipation. I am happy that my stool problem has resolved
and I do not have constipation anymore.
Prover
number 4
26th March
2003 Took the first doze at 9.15 h. Eyes I had burning of eyes since seven
days, which stopped after taking the first doze. Mouth My lips started feeling
dry but there was no thirst. Took the second doze at 12.45 h.
and the
third one at 5 p.m. and the fourth one at 20 h.
27th March
2003 Mind
Feeling
very lethargic and drowsy since morning. There is some unknown anxiety with
palpitations. Git Stools are hard; I have to strain a lot. There is pain in the
epigastrium during stool.
29th March
2003 Mind I feel energetic at night. Sleep Drowsiness throughout the day. But
it is more in the afternoon. Mouth There is dryness of mouth but no thirst.
This dryness of mouth is present since the previous proving.
6th April
2003 Dream Burying my loved ones. In the dream I wonder whether I am doing the
right thing or not. Git Appetite has increased. I want to eat at small
intervals. It is more marked between 1-2 p.m. and 6-8 p.m. This increase of
appetite is also present since previous proving. Stools are unsatisfactory and
incomplete. 7th April 2003 Mind I get very angry and I cannot control my anger.
I cannot tolerate contradiction. I try to keep myself busy
to control
my anger; otherwise I feel I will have a violent outburst. Previously I would
brood but now I try to forget any bad incident as soon as possible. Generals I
cannot tolerate heat at all.
17th April
2003 Vertigo There is vertigo if constantly looking at one object. I feel I
will fall down towards left. Head and eyes There is burning in the head and
heaviness in the eyes. Git Stools are unsatisfactory, with severe pain
in the
epigastric region during stool, which is better by pressure. Chest Sensation of
uneasiness in the chest. There is pain in the retrosternal region and in the
4th and 5th intercostals region on the left side. This pain extends towards the
neck. There is sudden electric shock like pain and sudden drawing of the body
towards the left. This pain is less by motion, and worse from rest and
pressure. He feels somebody is turning his body around. I constantly feel
heaviness on the left side of the chest as if there is some weight. I feel
anxious all the time.
18th April
2003 Mind I feel suspicious that people are talking about me. Nowadays I feel
very envious. And I think a lot about money-matters. I want to have a lot of
money. When I get angry I do not like to talk to that person
and I like
to go away from there and avoid an outburst. Git Appetite has increased. I
cannot bear tight clothes around my abdomen. Sleep There is sleeplessness.
Cannot sleep until 1 h. Generals Desire potatoes.
25th April
2003 Chest There is constricting feeling in the heart with pain in the fourth
intercostal region. There is constant sensation that someone is pulling my
heart with sudden palpitation. This is more so when I am alone. I suddenly feel
anxious and I get palpitations.
Vertigo and
anxiety also tends to get aggravated when I am alone. Stools Unsatisfactorily
stools with burning in stool. Urethra There is pain before and during
urination. 27th April 2003 Vertigo There is vertigo, which is more while
sitting. I feel I will fall towards the left side. I feel I am turning around.
If I try to concentrate on something I start feeling heaviness of my eyes and I
feel I will fall down. Head Had headache because of lack of sleep.
Pain is on
the left side of forehead and then extends to the right side. It is worse from
eating or drinking anything cold, and when sleeping; and is better by exertion,
fasting, and when lying on the back or the left side.
Vertigo
with headache.
Mouth
dryness of mouth with no thirst. Dryness of mouth is more in the morning and
thirst for ice-cold water is more in the afternoon. Git There is pain in the
epigastric region, which is more after eating.
Epigastric
pain more in the morning with heaviness of abdomen. Abdomen feels stony hard
after waking up. Pain in abdomen is more when lying on painful side. Stools –
unsatisfactory and sticky; have to strain for soft stool. Bladder I cannot
control the urge to urinate. If I try to control then there is pain in lower
abdomen. There is frequent urination with burning while urination and pain at
the tip of urethra. Chest I feel someone is pulling at my
heart and
neck area towards the left with sudden constriction in the heart more in the
afternoon. Sleep I feel sleepy all the time with heaviness of eyes. 5th May
2003 Mind There is a lot of anger. I shout but after sometime I
realize why
did I shout? I felt anxious while thinking of previous quarrels and I have
palpitation along with anxiety. There is absentmindedness. Awkwardness is less
when angry.
Prover
number 5
30th September
2003 Took the dose of the remedy every three hours.
1st October
2003 Throat Sensation of lump in the throat. Pain in the throat, worse on empty
swallowing.
2nd October
2003 Throat Sensation of lump in the throat persists, which is worse on empty
swallowing.
13th
October 2003 Mind Anticipatory anxiety. Fear as if something will happen.
Sudden emotional outbursts. Quarrel with my sibling over a small issue.
14th
October 2003 Mind Was feeling extremely anxious, anticipating something to
happen. Throat Sensation of lump in the throat, with a choking feeling. Stomach
Thirst has increased. Sleep
Loss of
sleep. Couldn’t sleep till 4 h. 15th October 2003 Mind Feeling irritable. Some
issue at home annoyed me. Didn’t feel like talking to anyone. Wanted to be left
alone.
16th
October 2003 Mind While returning home just some old forgotten issues came into
my mind, leaving me with a feeling of despair. Was tearful and upset throughout
the evening. Dream At night, according to my sister,
I was just
calling or talking in my sleep. I could not recall anything on waking. 17th
October 2003 Mind Find myself frequently brooding over past incidents or over
whatever happened in the day. Very nervous and moody nowadays. Scared of being
reprimanded by anyone.
Throat Severe
cold attack, with a scraping sensation in the throat. Difficulty in expelling
out any phlegm. Painful throat, with a sensation of lump.
19th
October 2003 Mind Quarreled with my sister, and I lost my temper, which I
normally wouldn’t have. On rare occasions I retaliate otherwise I normally keep
to myself. Feeling so unsure of myself. Brooding over my lack
of
confidence, as to why there is this sense of insecurity, and just wishing that
I could get over my inadequacies. Want to shut off from everything around me,
and just keep to myself. Repertory Mind Absentminded. Abusive. Active, feels,
more than usual. Active, night. Anger, contradiction from. Anger, easily.
Anger, repentance, followed by. Anger, taciturnity with.
Anger,
violent. Anxiety, alone when. Anxiety, anticipatory. Anxiety, company, to speak
in. Anxiety, palpitations, with. Anxiety, sudden. Anxiety, thinking of past
quarrels. Approached, being, aversion to. Brooding, lack of confidence, over.
Busy, to mask anger. Caressed, desire to be. Company, aversion to. Confidence,
want of. Confident. Disturbed, aversion to being. Dullness. Dwells, past
disagreeable occurrences, on. Ennui. Envious.
Fear,
happen something will. Fear, impulses, of her. Fear, reprimanded, of being.
Fear, self-control, losing. Fear, waking on, sleep from. Frightened, waking on.
Fritters, time. Frivolous. Greed, money for. Impatience. Injustice cannot bear.
Insolent. Laziness. Memory, weakness of. Mood, changeable. Music, ameliorates.
Postponing, everything to next day. Quarrelsome, menses during. Quarrelsome,
sister with. Rage, fury, violent. Restlessness. Rudeness. Shrieking in anger.
Snappish.
Strike, desire to. Striking, imaginary objects, about her. Suspicious, people
talking about her. Talking, aversion to. Dreams Anxious. Burying, loved ones,
and feeling whether I am doing the right thing or not.
Calling
someone. Care, taking of an old lady. Dead bodies, lying on railway tracks.
Failure. Fighting, gang of toughs. Fire, arson, riots. Hitting, a person
violently. Lift, being in, which hangs above the building.
Married, of
being, by Hindu rites, which become Christian rites. Naked, man and woman,
brought up on stage and beaten. Pursued, being. Religious discourses, listening
to. Shoes old, throwing away. Snake, being bitten by. Unremembered. Urinating.
Violence. Wearing transparent saree, exposing breasts. Vertigo Alone, when.
Fall, tendency to, to left. Looking, intently at an object. Sitting, while.
Turning, around as if. Head Pain, accompanied by, pain, abdomen in. Pain, accompanied
by, vertigo. Pain, burning. Pain, drinks, cold, from. Pain, exertion, from.
Pain, fasting, from. Pain, food, cold, from. Pain, lying on the back. Pain,
lying, side on, left.
Pain, sleep
during. Pain, sleep, loss of from. Eyes Pain, burning. Nose Coryza, dry.
Discharge, crusts, scabs, inside. Dryness, morning, waking on. Foreign body,
sensation of. Itching, inside. Face Pain, burning, lip, lower. Ulcers, lip,
lower. Mouth Dryness, lips, thirst without. Dryness, thirstlessness, with.
Throat Choked, sensation of being. Lump, sensation of. Pain, swallowing, empty,
on. Stomach Appetite, increased. Thirstless. Vomiting, cheese after. Abdomen
Clothing, sensitive to. Distension, constipation during. Fullness, empty
stomach, on. Heaviness, cheese after. Pain, lying, side on, painful side on.
Pain, stool, during. Pain, umbilical, region of. Rectum Constipation,
difficult, soft stool. Constipation, ineffectual urging and straining.
Constipation, unsatisfactory. Pain, burning, stool, during. Stool Hard. Mucus, slimy.
Noisy, flatus with. Odor, offensive.
Soft.
Sticky. Female Leucorrhoea, menses before. Menses, late. Menses, painless.
Chest Constriction, heart. Constriction, heart, afternoon. Heaviness, sides,
left. Oppression, sides, left. Pain, pulling, heart. Pain, pulling, heart,
palpitation with. Palpitation, anxiety with. Palpitation, morning. Palpitation,
siesta after. Back Pain, cervical, bending forward, aggravates. Sleep
Sleepiness, daytime. Sleepiness, eyes, heaviness of, with. Sleeplessness,
night, 1 h. until. Generals Faintness, afternoon. Faintness, with loss of
vision. Food and drinks, bread, desire. Food and drinks, cheese, desire. Food
and drinks, cooked food, aversion to. Food and drinks, fried food, aversion to.
Food and drinks, lentil, aversion to. Food and drinks, milk, desire. Food and
drinks, potatoes, desire. Food and drinks, rice, aversion to. Heat, sensation
of. Comment At the end of the proving I was pleased to know that there was
close similarity between the proving done by C. Wright and the one we just did.
The following are a few common symptoms seen between both the provings:
Sr. No.
Old Proving
New Proving
1.
Absentminded
Absentminded
2.
Answers
abruptly
Snappish
& Rude
3.
Anxiety
Anxiety
when alone, Sudden anxiety, & from thinking of past quarrels
4.
Brooding
Brooding
over lack of confidence
5.
Dreams of
being pursued
Dreams of
being pursued
6.
Dreams of
dead bodies
Dreams of
dead bodies lying on railway tracks
7.
Dreams of
guns, shooting, murder, and violence
Dreams of
fire, arson, riots, fighting a gang of toughs, hitting a person violently
8.
Dreams of
snakes
Dreams of
being bitten by a snake
9.
Dreams,
unremembered
Dreams,
unremembered
10.
Dullness
Dullness
11.
Easily
irritability & irritable over trifles
Angers easily
12.
Impatience
Impatience
13.
Laziness
Laziness
14.
Memory,
weakness of, for what he was about to do & for proper names
Memory,
weakness of
15.
Vertigo,
sitting, while
Vertigo,
sitting, while
16.
Eyes, pain,
burning
Eyes, pain,
burning
17.
Nose, fullness
sense of & obstruction, sensation of
Nose,
foreign body, sensation of
18.
Nose,
itching, inside
Nose,
itching, inside
19.
Mouth,
dryness
Mouth,
dryness
20.
Mouth,
dryness, lips
Mouth,
dryness, lips
21.
Throat,
constriction
Throat, choked,
sensation of
22.
Throat,
lump, sensation of
Throat,
lump, sensation of
23.
Throat,
pain, sore, accompanied by difficulty in swallowing
Throat,
pain, swallowing, empty on
24.
Stomach,
appetite, increased
Stomach,
appetite, increased
25.
Stomach,
thirstless
Stomach,
thirstless
26.
Abdomen,
distension
Abdomen,
distension, during constipation
27.
Abdomen,
pain, pressure aggravates
Abdomen,
pain, lying, side, painful side on
28.
Rectum,
constipation, difficult stool
Rectum,
constipation, difficult stool, inspite of being soft
29.
Rectum,
constipation, ineffectual urging and straining with
Rectum,
constipation, ineffectual urging and straining with
30.
Stool, soft
Stool, soft
31.
Chest,
constriction
Chest,
constriction, heart of
32.
Chest,
oppression
Chest,
oppression, sides, left
33.
Back, pain,
cervical region
Back, pain,
cervical region, bending forward on
34.
Sleep,
sleepiness
Sleep,
sleepiness, daytime
35.
Sleep,
sleeplessness, in spite of weariness
Sleep,
sleeplessness, night, until 1 h.
Theme of
bitis arietans Impulsiveness and impulse control In one of the prover’s case,
he was trying hard to keep his anger and other impulses in check by doing some
activity or the other to keep himself busy. In another prover, there was a fear
of losing self-control. A third prover ‘acted out’ her impulses. Company
aversion to and aggravates This was seen in atleast three to four provers,
either in the form of aversion to company, aversion to being disturbed,
aversion to being approached, and anxiety to speak in company. Anger and rage
Throughout the proving, quite a few provers had an easy tendency to anger and
rage, over trifles. There was a tendency to either be rude and snappish or a
tendency to being quarrelsome or violent.
Vorwort/Suchen Zeichen/Abkürzungen Impressum