Meconinum (Mec) = Kindspech./= Op.-like (Alt-Hellas)/= 1e Neugeborenestuhl.
Vergleich: Enthält: Allant. + Galle. + Salze + Schleim; Mekonium (= Ausscheidung in Form roter Tropfen der Schmetterlingen/Arthropoda.).
Siehe: Geburtsgruppe
[Dr. Paul Theriault]
Personal proving of Meconium Humanum during trituration.
Meconium is the earliest stool of a mammalian infant. Unlike later
feces, meconium is composed of materials ingested during the time the infant
spends in the uterus: intestinal epithelial cells,
lanugo, mucus, amniotic fluid, bile, and water. Meconium, unlike later
feces, is viscous and sticky like tar, its color usually being a very dark
olive green; it is almost odorless.
The matridonal remedies have become fixtures of practice in the last
decades, with authors such as Tinus Smits, Melissa Assilem, and many others
detailing their uses in clinical practice.
Many remedies have been placed within this family, such as Lac humanum,
Lac maternum, Vernix caseosa, Placenta, Umbillical Cord, Amniotic Fluid,
Folliculinum and Oxytocin.
Recently Geoff Johnson also wrote on human sarcodes, expanding our
knowledge of remedies made from human tissues even further.
However one matridonal remedy has yet to be explored, Meconium Humanum.
Knowing this I chose to undertake a trituration of this remedy to determine
it’s properties as part of my ongoing
research for my upcoming book, The Table of Animals. The sample was
derived from the drug free home birth of a friend of mine who delivered in
February of 2015.
This was a trituration performed solely by myself. The symptoms noted
were those which occurred at the time of trituration. The trituration was
unblinded. The mental emotional picture of the
remedy was very clear, but there were relatively few physical symptoms
that emerged.
C1:
Performed March 11th 2015:
All of a sudden I feel dark,
unpleasant, mucky
I feel very bad about myself
Self disgust. I’m
disgusting. I feel very down on myself
I feel as if I am choking. I
have a feeling in my throat as if I am about to cry
I feel like I want to cry, but
I cant!
I’m very stressed. Emotionally
frozen
I feel profound regret. I feel
worthless, because of something I’ve done. I’ve done something very wrong.
C2:
Performed March 13th 2015:
Today I have a feeling of
anger
Now the anger is turning into worry. I’m
worried. Am I doing this right?
I’m very afraid. I am doing
this trituration wrong somehow. I feel as if I will do everything wrong, that I
will be always wrong no matter what!
I feel like a failure. Like I
have screwed everything up somehow!
I can’t do anything right
I now I feel a bit better and
more hopeful, but it is still so easy to sink into failure
And I don’t feel very good
about myself. I feel like a terrible and worthless person right now. Maybe
that’s the reason why I fail at everything
I have such low self regard. I
a have a big lack of confidence. I’m incapable and I loathe myself
I feel like I have definite
goals, but that I can’t accomplish them! I’m too weak and too much of a failure
to do the things I want
And I’ve failed, failed,
failed
C3:
Performed March 13th 2015:
I feel a great sense of
regret, and a stabbing pain going from my crown to my shoulder, like a tusk
going through my head!
It is as if an elephant
tusk or curved sword is stabbing me
I feel a profound self
loathing for what I have done. It’s horrid! It’s too bad to contemplate, too
bad to face!
I cannot face my past, or
what I have done!
I feel as if I can only freeze
my past. I can lock it away and not process it. I can live a frozen life
I cannot process my past. I
have frozen all emotion. I cant feel anything much. I do still fear however. I
feat what will occur if I face my past
I’ve done so much wrong. When
I do actually feel my past, all I feel is this limitless wall of despair!
It threatens to overwhelm
all I have done. I cannot accomplish anything. I cannot do things. This self
loathing tears down everything I have done and steals all of my joy and
accomplishment
I feel a profound fatigue. I’m
tired of this.
Carrying my past is such a
weight
I’m stuck. I can’t do anything
right now. I am unable to solve this problem
Do I stay frozen or do I
delve into the horror of the past?
I’ve done something
wrong
Am I such a horrid
person?
I fear to look at myself.
What does my past reveal about my inner nature? What if I am just irrevocably
flawed?
So I simply keep
myself locked into a state of being frozen
I’m not real, but
I am also not myself. I could be a horrid person!
I’m so afraid of what
I’ve done. I’m afraid to know myself. If I’ve done this I must be terrible. It
is better not to know. It is better to be false than to be terrible!
I feel now as if I
have gotten lost in something horrible. I forgot who I am, and now it is as if
I think whatever horrible things I have done stem from me. I am a horrid person
C1-3 Summary:
The initial three levels of this remedy paint a picture of a being
struggling with guilt and regret over past actions. It has gotten caught up in
the social movements around it and committed many
terrible actions, before it completed layer three, and truly knew
itself. Because of this it believes these actions represent its own
characteristics, rather than the circumstances of its environment.
This causes the being to avoid layer three, feeling that it is better to
take on a false persona, rather than its true one, which it believes to be
horrible. The negative actions it has committed causes
the being immense pain upon recollection. It copes with this pain by
distancing itself psychologically, freezing its emotions. When this fails the
being feels itself to be terrible, and beyond redemption
for what it has done.
C4:
Performed March 14th 2015:
A deep sigh of relief!
I feel optimistic now. The
heaviness of past triturations no longer affects me
I feel good again. I still regret
my actions, but now they seem far less… My actions impact me less than they
used to
I feel like a good person now
Strange that just
yesterday my Shan Ren Dao[5] books arrived
I feel like a good person
again. My deeds that were bad were just mistakes. They were deeds that I did
under difficult circumstances. I own true essence and identity is pure
A pure identity can still
get caught up in social circumstances and have this happen. But even with a
covering of regret and mistakes, it still remains pure
I can see now that those
things that I did weren’t me. They didn’t reflect me!
I feel now that it becomes
possible to do terrible things both before ones true nature become exposed
(especially if ones inherited energy and tendencies were particularly bad) and
if one gets swept
up into very powerful social energies which can overwhelm the self.
Yet all these energies, either
inherited or environmental, are less powerful than my self. I am the ultimate
influence on my life. And deep down I am good.
I feel my own nature. Now
I need to express it
I can feel my energy body and
it doesn’t feel like me. It feels foreign for some reason. I haven’t expressed
myself there yet
But now I feel able to do
so. I feel rays of light from myself (located in the upper chest) reaching out
and touching my energy body and aligning it with me, rather than what I was
previously aligned with
I feel good now. I feel a
sense of support for my real self to come through. I feel like I can finally
overcome the external circumstances I have been lost in and grow into my true
self’s expression
C4 Summary:
This level of trituration gives the being an awareness of its own true
inner nature, which despite the series of events it has been involved in, still
remains pure. The being realizes that the circumstances it became involved in
do not reflect its own inner nature, and it begins to express that inner nature
into its own body and energy fields.
As we can see from this trituration, this remedy lies within the third
phase of human development, along with the silica series, Smits’ layer 3 and
column three of Yakir. Issues of identity and ones own
past actions in relation to ones true self are key. This compares
interestingly to other humanum remedies, which have a very wide application of
series/columns which they span. Unlike most phyla, which span one or two
columns/series, the secretions of human beings can be found in all of them. The
following chart shows the various series/columns/layers with the matridonal
remedies I have thus far verified. More will be published in my upcoming book
when the research is complete.
Layer 1 Layer 2 Layer 3 Layer 4 Layer
5 Layer 6 Layer 7
Lac humanum
Lac Maternum Vernix
caseosa Folliculinum
Meconium Humanum Umbillicus
This remedy is currently available from Helios as Meconium humanum.
Anyone wishing to access the preparation I have made can email me at
drpaultheriault.nd@gmail.com and I will gladly send it!
Repertorium:
Gemüt: Wohlbehagen, behagliches Gefühl
Atmung: Beschleunigt
Schlaf: Schlecht
Schläfrig
Allgemeines: < liegend im Bett
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